JOLENE :D

2009-11-30T23:06:00.001+08:00

HELLO.
Okay, i've decided to change to livejournal.
But, i have problems.
I can't make my livejournal nice.
Arghhs.
Troubling me for quite a while.
Anyone can help?
I need help urgently to transform my lj to something nice (:

My livejournal:
http://jo-lenee.livejournal.com/

Thanks in advance.
ARGHH.

2009-11-06T23:57:00.000+08:00

HI THERE.

It's finally ending.
O levels, gonna kiss goodbye to you.
HAHAHAHAHA.

but, i got 2 more papers ):
F&N on Monday and Chem/Bio MCQ on Wednesday.
FINALLY !!!!

Why is everything so peaceful when my exams are finishing?
Wait until i got time then everything start to be okay.
When im busy, everything'ss haywire.
Forget it, since it over, I should stop thinking about it.
JOLENE, it's over!
So looking forward to 111109, 1500. :D

Im gonna convert to livejournal soooooon,
which is like 30 days later.
Don't ask me why. Long story.
Lazy to explain.
See you @ my livejournal after 30 days.
And i think i'll try to update often after my exams.
I hope to bring in more fun things instead of only talking about my life.

I sometimes wonder, some bloggers bore their readers out by typing :
Today, i went XXXX with XXX. So happy.
Then we cabbed down to XXXX then after that very bored, so go XXXX to find XXX.
Wah lau ! He bully me.

OR

So sianxxx siaxxx.
I lurbbxx miie laoggongxx worxx...

HAHA !
Simply cannot tolerate.
It's my personal opinion.
Yea, P-E-R-S-O-N-A-L O-P-I-N-I-O-N.
I am not "zhen dui-ing" anyone.
HAHA.

Okay, im so lame and im self-entertaining.
I think i have a special talent : Self entertaining.

My sis is sooooo noisy.
Talking to her boyf.
I remember when she told me she had a boyf and her boyf's name is Gary,
my first reaction : huh? Spongebob's snail?
HAHA. okay, im so lame and mean.

Speaking about mean, i remember Karina.O invented something for Chemistry.
She always scores badly for Chemistry(but her bio, language and humans super zai).
There's a reactivity series which goes like this :

Actual one :                   Ms Chan's version:                  Karina's version:
Potassium                      Please                                           Please
Sodium                         Stop                                              Stop
Calcium                        Calling                                            Commenting
Magnesium                    Me                                                 Mean
Aluminium                     A                                                   And
Zinc                              Zebra                                             Zero
Iron                              I                                                      IQ
Tin                               Truly                                                Things
Lead                            Like                                                  Like
Copper                        Calling                                               Calling
Mercury                        Myself                                              My
Silver                            Striped                                             SHINee
Gold                             Goat                                                  Gay

Marvellous right?
haha, typical korean fan.
I have the "self-declare-holiday" mood now.
It's 1150 and i should be sleeping.
Got consultation with Mrs.P and Junisa tmrw.

Oh yea, korean fans, please look out for my blog.
Karina's sis opening a blogshop selling korean idol stuffs.
Please support.
Will post the link once Karina give it to me.

AN-YEONG !
Daddy God, i need your strength to carry on all these.
And i had enough of her. Can she stop kp-ing EVERYDAY?

2009-11-05T22:02:00.001+08:00

HAPPY

BLESSED

BIRTHDAY

TO

LYNN

WEE !

Happy Birthday to you.
Happy Birthday to you.

Happy Birthday to LYNN WEE.
Happy Birthday to you.

May Daddy God bless you.

Sang-il chu-ka ham-nida.
Sang-il chu-ka ham-nida

Sang-il chu-ka ham-nida
Sang-il chu-ka ham-nida

HAHA.

2009-10-30T22:05:00.000+08:00

Why is everything happening at my weakest point in time?
why? Why? WHy? WHY?
It's like everything's collapsing down on me.
My shoulders are getting heavier.
I dont know how long i can take it.

O levels in the process.
Family's running out of money soon.
Dad have financial problem.
Mum have shop problem.
Sister busy with her stuffs.
Everyone's busy.
Mum wants me to listen to her but im studying and i have to act like i can listen.
Aft Os, everyone's having fun. Im gonna help out.
i feel like breaking down but i cant.
At this point of time if i break, nobody's gonna be there and nobody can help me.
I have to be strong and cling on.
But im tired.
Really tired.
I wish that everything can stop right now.

I dont feel like studying.
Today's study schedule screwd up.
woke up at 930 instead of 0700.
And ended up using com and watching teevee.
how you expect me to concentrate when so many things are happening?
Can't sis be nice enough to come home earlier to help?
Yea, you're tired. Everyone's tired too.
During your Os you didnt have to touch the household chores.
Now during my Os, not only do i have to help out with household chores, i have to tolerate naggings from mum and dad for you. I hope one day you'll just wake up and take the iniative to help.
We dont need you to buy food, clothes and whatever branded for us.
You know why we dont wanna buy branded? WE DONT HAVE MONEY ALREADY.
Do you get it?
Like fucking get it?
you're always spending and spending and spending and we're like saving and saving and saving.
I really wanna collapse down.
I need a strong pillar of strength right now.
I'm not being emo.
But im really tired of all these nonsense.
My head is bursting.

Nobody wanna listen to me.
what can i do?

Daddy God, be my super daddy now can save me from these problems. Daddy God, im breaking down soon. help.................

2009-10-11T10:58:00.000+08:00

Hello there.
I'm wondering if i should change to livejournal.
Livejournal seems very interesting and nice.
Hmm, shall think about it after Os.

Os reaching in like less than a month lah.
I feel super nervous now.
I havent really start on my Humanities.
I think i'll be like dead. Really dead.
Lynn asked Jakkapan to teach her geog ystd and i decided to join in.
He's really a good tutor lah.
He makes suer you really understand before he goes on and he'll ask you to explain once you say you understand.
Aft studying, went to AMK for dinner with mum.
She asked me to decide what to eat and she kept grumbling aft we ate cause she dont like the food.
ARGHS.
And i woke up at 9am to study.
In the end, it's already 11am but i havent even touched the books.
It's super warm now.

Im like coughing non stop lah.
Super irritating.
Im afraid that i'll cough my lungs out.
haha.
exaggerating.

Super short post as i have to study now.
Won't be really updating.
Jiayou everyone.
MUGMUGMUGMUGMUGMUGMUGMUG.

Jolene teo, please don't panic.
You have Jesus and Daddy God help you.

Don't worry. When you worry, you'll get anxious.
When you get anxious, Daddy God's grace can't flow through you.
All we have to do is to do our best and Daddy God will do the rest :D

2009-09-22T18:57:00.002+08:00

You know, at some point in time, i may just break down and leave.
I will.

Every single day without fail, you will nag and scold me once you step into the house.
And i really mean every single day.
No matter what i do, you'll always pick on my bad points.
You'll never look on my good points.

And at my weakest point in life, you will never fail to be impatient when i talk to you abt my unhappiness and anger while i will always be listening to your stories of saying how bad people are. Look at yourself.

Although you've been a nice mom cooking meals, boiling soups, making herbal teas, buying food for us, you've never look at how you should improve. I dont mean that im a perfect daughter. I'll try to change my bad habits. But it's just my brain that fails me. I have a scatterbrain. Cant you forgive me for that?

At this very crucial point of my secondary school life, you keep adding on stress and pressure to me by nagging and scolding. Although you've never expect As from us like other parents do, you're still not better of in any way more. You're FOREVER nagging. Even Dad agrees. Even if you have menopause or something, you shouldnt treat me like that okay?

Sometimes, i really cant find a way to relieve myself from your terrible scoldings. I know i should bare with it. But i'll burst sooner or later. Humans are like a can of coke. It will not burst from little shakings here and there but as you shake more and more, it'll sooner or later burst one day. You seeing me not studying doesnt mean that i am super free. I need rests and breaks okay?

Since young, we've obeyed 95% of what you want from us. You want us to cut SUPER SHORT HAIRSTYLES, we cut. You want us to do this we'll do it. You ask us to do that, we'll do that. Now that we're big enough and have minds of our own, can you stop treating us like your puppets? We're humans, your daughters. NOT PUPPETS.

I dont know how long more i can stand you. I may just break down right before my Os and stop studying. Idk what will happen if you continue being so unreasonable. Can you at least let me explain what i've done wrong before chiding me like i mad a major mistake that i should be sentenced to death?
i think i should have own freedom.
I dont wanna be your puppet.

i really need Daddy God.
I think i really cant live without Him.

2009-09-09T21:46:00.002+08:00

Super long since i blogged.
HAHAS.

Been really busy with ~~F&N coursework and prelims.~~
Of course, all these are under the big category of S-T-U-D-Y-I-N-G.
Yeap, studystudystudy.
I feel like jumping down at times.
But i enjoy the process of chiong-ing.
Cause i know at the end, i'll be super satisfied if i chiong.
However, my brain memory is used up.
&worst, idk what it is used up for.
I just cannot get anything important and non-nonsensical into my brain.
I keep having nonsense thoughts and ideas of how to enjoy aft Os.
Maybe my brain is secreting some unknown hormones to inform me that i really look forward to the end of Os.
The big problem's here : Prelims' still halfway through.
Many more to clear lah.
ARGHHS.
JOLENE TEO WEI TIAN,
please stop being crazy over dramas, teevee shows, k-pop and things.
Okay, FYI, i'm slowly being crazily in love with k-pop, thanks to a group of k-pop-siao girls in my class who sit just right next to me. Esp the one whose surname is Ong. Yes, Karina Ong. HAHAS. She everyday randomly turns to me(i sit beside her with only a small gap apart) and speak ~~nonsense~~ to me. HAHAS.
I remember one of the days where she got this crazy idea of asking Shristi(she's nepalese) to sing chinese and let us guess what song she's singing. When we all had great difficulty guessing, K ong suggested me to sing k-pop songs and let them guess what song im singing. Retarted right?
HAHAS.
&&not forgetting, AngMingJie asked me to go some korean website to learn korean.
Im in deep shit lah.
How i wish english/maths/F&N/geog/ss is as interesting as korean.
HAHAS.
I seriously hope that one morning when i wake up (way before O starts), i'll have limitless memory space in my bigbig useless brain.

~~5 papers down.~~
7 papers + practical left.

Speaking about practical, we had mock practical on Monday to prepare us for our upcoming prelim practical.
Biology was okay except the part where i was so dumb to put benedict's solution into the dialysis tubing when im supposed to put it into a small part of water. (i think most of you dont understand) But i managed to change my foolish mistake.
I think i screwed my Chem practical up. I got a weird thing after adding "one spatula full of Z".
The damn paper wrote this :" One spatula full of Z" and i really added "ONE SPATULA FULL OF Z" and guess what? The whole solution shoot up like rocket and overflowed. Worst, it was kind of hot and i burnt my finger. Then i started laughing myself there then i tried to calm myself down. But i kept laughing throughtout the practical lah. I think cause i see people do until so serious while i make a lot of stupid mistakes. Then Ms Lim Geok Choo kept looking at me when i laughed to myself. I suppose that she suspect im cheating. LOLS. But it's weird to do Bio in a Chem lab.

Study camp's finally over.
Gonna meet up to study tmrw at "kong qi zhu"
HAHAS.
wanna know what is "kong qi zhu"?
Dont tell you leh.
Is Emilia they all create one. And i thought for the whole day just because this phrase.
Im slow lah, i know.
Esp when exams are coming, i get very sheepish and cant do things right.

Howhowhow?
I have soooooo many dramas that i wanna watch.
Korean ones, taiwan, hongkong, japan.
SOOOOO MANY !
so tempted lah.
To Jolene's brain: please, dont be tempted!

Anyway, went for Connect '09 with Nicholas, Kelvin, Yusen, YiHao, LongJie and JianKang.
Managed to bring them to meet up with Chase and some of the cell members.
Now i realised these 6 boys are super shy lah.
I brought them into the Ruby room where the rest were playing Wii. Then the 6 of them went toilet throwing me there. HAHS. then Beverly managed to get them in and we played Wii tgt. My first time playing Wii. Super fun lah. But a bit difficult to control. Aft that, had service. And another first time: my first time going service with my cell people. HAHAS.
So fun lah. All jumpjump tgt. And yusen has interest in attending cell group next sat !
Daddy God, I pray that the rest of them will come for cell too (:

Anyway, Nic went for operation on Monday to remove the two screws from his leg.
Hope he can recover and walk normally.
I look forward to the day where i can walk normally too ):
I may seem to recover, but when i sit for too long or just woke up from my bed, i'll have difficulty walking properly cause it's painful ):

But i'll continue to trust in the Lord.

We love Daddy God for He first loved us.

2009-08-19T21:36:00.005+08:00

Another present from God -
Oral : Distinction
Paper : A2

But im not very excited about it.
I wonder why myself too.

Maybe cause im ~~disappointed~~?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
TO ME.

Thanks to those who wished me:
Mel, Emilia(she took revenge and spammed me !), Lynn, Reb, Gi, Yulynn, Nic, Kelvin, JianKang(he sang happy birthday online!), Minli, Thavan, Dilon, Fara, Yusen, Addy, Yihao, Jovan, Joey, Carrie, Dad, Mum, Guolun, Zhiquan, Ardi, Huimin, Vivientan, Varian, GuiJun, Shristi, Vala, Yun, and many more...
Sorry if i forgot your name.
If you want it up here, please tell me.
much appreciated ! (:

I really have to thank Daddy God for having me in this Earth.

Im really disappointed.
I no longer feel strong.
Esp today.
I feel like breaking down.
I just want to cry out loud but i cant.

2009-08-18T18:54:00.002+08:00

DIRECT POLYTECHNIC ADMISSION: APPLICATION RESULT

Your DPA Offer:

Congratulations! You have been offered the following course through the DPA.
Course: BANKING & FINANCIAL SERVICES
Polytechnic: Ngee Ann Polytechnic

oh yea.
All the glory to God.
AWESOME feeling when i saw this.
I SCREAMED.
a nice gift from Ngee Ann indeed.
Thank you God.
&i hope that girl i met that day has been offered DPA too.
&also, means that my O levels ELR2B2 aggregate can be of not more than 26.
which means my burden is lightened.
But also, i'll still try to aim for my dream aggregate for Os.
Also, great thanks to those who congratulated me.
Chia Pei Sze even sent more than 3 whole sms.
SHe typed "DPA" in the whole sms. LOLS.

i wonder if this birthday would be a memorial one or one that is disappointing.
Actually, i was quite contented that Dad,Mum,Jie and Gary helped me celebrate an early birthday on Sunday.
THANKS SHERMIN, JIE AND GARY for the bag !
THANKS DAD for the phone !
THANKS MUM for the ang-pow !
really appreciate it.
Actually, i've not been looking forward to my birthday.
Except the "going-seoul-garden-makan" part.
HAHAS.
Im actually contented with birthday wishes.
Kelson and Aloysius were nice enough to wish me advanced birthday.
HAHAS.
But i prefer actual wishing leh. Hehes.

Okay,
well, tmrw's my big day.
I should feel happy that God brought me to this Earth to be able to feel His love, worship Him, celebrate my birthday with my wonderful group of friends, esp my adorable clique♥
&i really hope that mum can be more understanding and stop nagging ):

I wonder how would i do without You, Lord.
Daddy God, you're the best-damn-Father on Earth !

2009-08-14T23:12:00.003+08:00

It's been long since i blogged.
Miss me right.
HAHAS.

Time flies,
it's like near mid aug already.
(which means my brithday is near, hehe)
Im finally having the exam stress now FINALLY.
But idk why, im always tired.

It's like less than a month to prelims.
And soon, Os will say hello.

Speaking about exams,
i've finally completed my F&N coursework part B and i can say bye to it.
Here comes my coursework part A.
During May, i edited a lot of my part a as it was like ~~shit~~.
Then it's quite nicely done already.
And guess what now?
I lost it.
Yes, you didn't see wrongly.
I LOST IT.
i lost the one that i edited with my heart and soul.
i rmbred slogging like mad to finish it and now, i discovered that the part A with me are all old ones.
Which means, i have to re edit again.
Super SIAN lah.
I feel like ~~jumping down~~ just now when i realised it lah.
Almost cried out but cause too many people.
But dont worry too much.
Jolene Teo will pick herself up and make sure this time, it'll be better than the one i lost.
Daddy God will help me !

Since i havent been blogging for long,
i think i havent blogged about my DPA thing right?
Previously, Emilia received 2 DPA interviews.
Then i was like:" die le la, why i havent get called? No hope le ah?"
Then one day.... NP called me in the middle of the lesson.
Since it was the last lesson, i decided to pick it up.
Then i told her it was inconvenient for me to talk and she promised that she'll call at 230pm.
In the end, i waited till 245pm then she call.
Make me so nervous la !
Then she told me the details and everything.
So i went for the interview on 3rd Aug, which was so long ago.
The people there were nice and the 3 interviewers were nice too, esp the lady in the middle.
Btw, n case you were wondering which course i was called for the interview, It is Banking and Financial Services. I hope i'll be selected la.
HAHAS.

For those who wanna stalk me,
i'll be going for DARE service tmr.
HAHAS.
OH YEA !
Im always looking forward to Saturdays with services.

Daddy God, i need strength, love, courage and wisdom.
I'm struggling now with pain, i really need all these God.
I'm afraid i'll not be able to persevere on.
I wonder how i'll be without you, Lord.

2009-07-19T11:27:00.006+08:00

Hey Guys,
havent upload for so long already.
I know you guys miss me right?
HAHAS.

Anyways,
i have a bad news to share.
I just discovered that i have a bit of flat feet.
Like wth=.=
I lived in this planet for like 15 years plus already, going 16 years,
not knowing that i have flat feet.
And the big deal is not that i have flat feet.
It is that it'll affect the way i walk next time.
Which means i may continue to limp if it's not cured.
The doctor told me to do some "feet curving" exercise.
You guys look at your feet right now.
There's a curve at the inner part of your feet.
My curve is super pathetic.
If you dont have that curve, it means you're flat feet.
I need that curve.
ARGHS.
So, you'll see me with ba zhang left foot on monday.
But aft monday i'll take the "bandage" out.
And, I'll diao anyway who dare to laugh.
Dont blame me if i do when you laugh.
You asked for it.
Super irritated when pple laugh at your pathetic state.
Im already sad enough to have this problem
and there you are, laughing at me.

Forget about this, i trust in God.
Daddy God will heal me. He'll let me have the chance to jump even more during Praise and worship :D
I must really thank LYNN WEE for yesterday.
We met at bus 70 in the afternoon and headed to serangoon to train down to PS.
Then we had pasta mania there.
Aft that, went for service.
Then she say she pei me go see doctor (so nice right?)
then i decided that we should take bus 70 to the doctor's cause it's at serangoon.
We waited for 50 mins for the bus.
We were like the first to reach and the last to leave the bus stop.
Then Lynn suggested to call the customer service thing,
And you know what?
Bus70 travels past the bus stop opposite Centennial Tower at only after 6pm.
Which means we waited 50 mins for nthg.
But Wee told me to look at the bright side: it increased my patience level.
HAHAS.
Then we took bus to PS then train to serangoon.
reach the doctor there then wait super long.
So all the while, Wee was there accompanying me all the time despite her needing to meet her friend after that.
So nice right? Im so touched.
Lynn Wee and Daddy God gave me the motivation to want to get well.
I really want to thank God for having Lynn in my life and that He reached out for my hand.
Both Lynn and Daddy God are always there when i need them.
:D

OHMYGOD.
25th coming soon !
AHHH, scream !
SHOUT JESUS.
Pastor Benjamin said that they'll have a healing session during The Zone Conference.
And he'll expect normal believers to be able to cure the ill with our hands.
Which means not only can pastors or leaders be able to heal people,
we as believers can heal too!
Isn't that great?
AMEN.

Everyone's so looking forward to it lah.
We gonna praise Him with one voice.

Daddy God, i pray that all my friends who are non-believers will accept Jesus and you into their lives during The Zone Conference, and that those who are ill shall be cured. Thank you Daddy. In the name of Jesus, i pray AMEN.

I believe that Daddy God will give me the strength and courage to walk through this difficult time in my life (:

Anyway, photos(soccer) up on facebook soon!

2009-06-24T17:11:00.003+08:00

Finally.
Im uploading the Sakae outing pictures.
I uploaded only 2 in my blog.
HAHAS.
But the rest i will upload in my Facebook.
51 pics leh
If i upload here it'll be super lag.

Anyways, went to Emilia's house for 'Popiah Party' just now.

Altogether 8 of us (including me) went and wreaked havoc in her house. (oops)

There were Me, Minli, Lynn, Mel, Gi, Reb, DJ, WeeLiang and of course Emilia herself.

Super high and fun.

HAHAS.

Shall upload the photos on facebook.

I think all of us gained 5kg.

HAHAS.

We ate and ate and ate.

Exercise of the day were;

Exercise for eyes - watch teevee

Exercise mouth - eat and talk

Exercise hands - wrap popiah, take food, play mahjong/ tai dee

Exercise ears - listen to stories

Exercise legs - walk to Emilia's house from Serangoon MRT

HAHAS.

See? got exercise okay?

It was so sumptuous.

Got Popiah, pasta, some chinese snack from Reb, chicken wings, potato chips, fruits, chocolate fondue, Emilia's maid's homemade pau and doughnut made by Emilia's maid from leftover dough of pau. So many things to EAT :D

School's re-opening sooooooooooooooooooon,

Im scared i cant sleep earlier.

Im scared i cant wake up early.
Im scared i'll not be able to stay awake in school.
Im scSCREAMMMMMMS.ared i'll forget to bring important stuffs.
Im scared i'll not be able to pay attention in class.

Im scared i'll yawn the whole day.

Im scared i'll keep talking.

Im scared i'll be super tired.

Finally, IM SCARED THAT I'LL FORGET THERE'S SCHOOL !

Just some random note:

Solitaire is so fun when you play it with a friend ! (:

Right, Pabu? *winks*

AHHH.

HILLSONG CONCERT

COUNTING DOWN TO 29 days :DDDDDDDD

2009-06-22T00:33:00.002+08:00

It'll be super slow if i upload one by one.

So i merged it into a collage (:

The sakae one i need to wait till i have time then i'll update.

Cause i have to tell stories.

HAHAS.

Anyway, i covered my face in 2 pics as i look super retarted.

YAYNESS.

Clique BBQ confirmed on 25th June :D

I miss all my CHIO-BUs !

Especially ChewYuLynn.

The last time i saw her was like superlong ago lah ):

Gonna go Sheng Shiong to buy the food and stuffs on tuesday after POA.

&I guess i'll be wearing full sch u as Mrs Gan requested.

&&Shermin wants to go Sticky, which is at Clarke Quay.

LOLS.

Finished watching Boys Over Flowers like finally.

Sorry lah, i know i slow.

HAHAS.

Got finish better than never watch at all.

But now i finish watching, i feel very empty.

Cause for the past weeks, i've been chiong-ing home to watch it.

Then now nthg to watch already.

Anyway,

Daddy God realy answered my prayers.

Lynn accompanied me to church cause bobian need to buy Hillsong concert tix.

But at least she got accompany me lah :D

Then suddenly while having P&W, 2 familiar faces appeared :

LongJie and XinRong.

Then they joined us.

Aft that, i went out to fetch JianKang in.

We keep talking throughout.

Only manage to note down few things.

Then aft that we went to get the Hillsong tix.

The tix person very poor thing.

Have to tear 37 tix one by one.

Plus, the tix are super thick and difficult to tear.

Then Chase encouraged me to bring them to the level session.

Anyway, im proud to announce that TAN LONGJIE & TAN JIANKANG are officially

NEW CREATION CHURCH'S members :D

I hope that Lynn they all will go to the level session next Sat with me.

I look forward.

Chase says i should encourage them to come.

Hmmm, how to?

Daddy God, please help me !

ROAR,

IM HUNGRY :O

I think you stole my heart away....

2009-06-19T01:03:00.002+08:00

Suddenly had the inspiration to blog at 1am in the morning.
HAHAS.
No pics in this post however.
Sorry ah.
HAHAS.

Been crazily watching Boys Over Flowers.
I know im kinda slow lah.
But i couldnt dl it into my Qvod Player.
Until Hols start then i start.
LOLS.
After watching so many scenes of Jun Pyo making Jan Di so sad,
and then Ji Hoo to the rescue,
i cant stop having this jealous feeling.
The feeling of :"how i wish i am her" and at the same time, "dont want to be like her" feeling.
I wish i am her cause she always has Ji Hoo being her Guardian Angel,
Guarding her wherever she is, protecting her.
I dont want to be like her cause i dont want to love so painfully.
Although at the end, it's worth it. but it's super torturous okay?
hais,
how i wish there's someone like Ji Hoo existing in the world,
always there for me, being my guardian angel.
At the same time, i also hope to have a boyf like Jun pyo.
So caring at times and quarrelling with me, so fun.
To think of all these,
this thought suddenly came :" It's God's arrangement. Daddy God will definitely help you find your Mr. Right who is the one and only for you."
And aft this, i thought :" I already have a guardian angel ! Daddy God♥"
HAHAS.

Was talking to this Pabu idiot on msn.
Me :"dont you feel that night is so much better than day?"
Pabu :"y? i feel the same. except day always sweat."
Me :"night is so quiet and pleasant to let your mind able to quieten down and think a lot of things"
Pabu :"because its time to sleep"

then i really sian diao

Me :"No. really.you definitely got sit at the bus stop at night alone right?"
Pabu :" Yea, Just now."
Me :"dont you like the night breeze?"
Pabu :"i like. But aircon nicer what."

this time i super sian le.

LOLS.
so i didn't continue the topic with Pabu. Cause Pabu not mature enough to understand.

But seriously, it feels really great to sit at a quiet corner, enjoying the night breeze.
Thinking and reflecting about Life and stuffs.
so nice right?
I feel like taking a break.
Feel like sitting down with someone and share my thoughts.

Anyway, treating Daddy to delifrance breakfast buffet for father's day.
And he agreed :D
Super happy.
Havent eat breakfast together as a family outside le.
The last time was like few years back lah.

Pabu lah you.
HAHAS.

Daddy God,
I really miss going to DARE.
Find someone to go with me this saturday and make it fun and fruitful alright?
Thank you Daddy.
In the name of Jesus,
I pray, AMEN :D

2009-06-14T23:08:00.002+08:00

OMG.
uber HIGH now.
*SCREAMS !*
Thanks LynnWee for making me so HIGH.
sounds wrong right?
HAHAS.
actually is cause of the hillsong thing.
The Zone Conference.
SUPER COOL SIA !
Want to know more about my church, New creation Church?
Link : Http://www.newcreation.org.sg
Want to know more about The Zone?
Link : Http://www.thezone.newcreation.org.sg
Want to know more about the youth service that i always go to?
Link : http://thezone.newcreation.org.sg/dare

SuperHIGHla!
Anyway, it's called The Zone Conference,
Guest Speaker : Ps Judah Smith
Praise and Worship by Hillsong United (scream!)
Get ready for this AWESOME event.
If you're interested, feel free to ask me (:
I'll try to answer as many questions as possible.
I entered NCC last yr around sept only okay?
HAHAS.

I miss DARE service now.
I WANT TO GO NEXT WEEK !
Anyone wanna go too? :DD

Anyway, i was supposed to be angry and irritated by my Mum once again.
But after Lynn told me that the tickets reservation has started,
i become uber HIGH.
God's grace to have Lynn to cheer me up indirectly.
HAHAS.
I then changed my msn nick to :
Im uber high now ! Thanks Lynnwee. HAHAS !

After that, Wee saw it:

Lynn wee, says:
thank me, must also love me la.

Then i changed to:
Im uber high now ! Love Lynnwee lah. HAHAS !

Hahas.
Confirmed List now got:
1) Jolene (me)
2)Lynn
3)Mel
4)Min Li
5)Gi
6)Jasmine
7)Yusen
8)Kelvin
9)Kaye
10)Nicholas 208

And GJ told me to reserve 5 tix for her.
&Also, she didnt know that Eunice and Mel are coming back from Bangkok, Thailand tmr.
LOLS.
She forgot that today's Sunday.
so funny lah that auntie.
(oops, lucky she dont read my blog)

Anyway, i'll try to upload all the 50plus photos i took for the Sakae trip.
&With narrations and short retarted and cute stories.
My girls are very cute one okay?
HAHAS.
Anticipate my next post !

Hey Jesus,
you're so fine,
you're so fine you blow our minds,
Hey Jesus !

2009-06-09T22:17:00.003+08:00

BIAS.

Do you know what it really feels?
Ever tried to be treated not as well as your siblings by your mother?
No.
I cant blame the fact that you dont feel it so you dont care.
But i tell you something.
You know what? I SERIOUSLY CARE about it okay?
It's not that im over-sensitive or making a big fuss.
Im also not bad-mouthing Jie.
It's just that she's been treated by you better.
Jie is unconscious so it's not her fault.
She's born to be the weaker one who needs more attention and love.
Yes, i dont deny this fact.
But do you have to be so bias?
Just cause she cried. You want her to rest.
Yes, she has more stress. I admit. But dont i have my stress too?
It's simply your BIAS-NESS lah.
Come on man, it really hurts me a lot.
When i was studying for my common tests and my O level Chinese, you dont really treat me so good can?
You only came in to nag.
I still had to do housework on the eve of O LEVEL.
hello? O LEVEL mind you.
I want to graduate with an A1 for chinese.
Im not as hardworking as Jie.
So i need to grab every extra opportunity to revise.
Aiya, i say so much you also dont understand.
Im always the naughty and stupidest one in your eyes right?
Im useless, lazy&love to talk back.
You threaten me that you'll go crazy if i accept Christ.
I have my freedom.
I think im better being a Christian.
At least im not forced to kneel.
I like it like that.
I like it !
&Thanks for discriminating my religion.
i told you i will talk to you nicely.
When i talk to you nicely, you told me off.
You didnt want to listen.
When i have problems, you want to watch your teevee,
do your stuffs.
You feel that im a nuisance.
My sharing of troubles and everything else are only CRAP to you.

C-R-A-P.

I dont feel important you know?
You love to kp me early in the morning.
Have you ever thought of how it will affect me for the rest of my day?
You wont understand.

Nobody understands.

I think i'll go crazy someday.
You treat me well when you need favour or when i do housework.
I talk to you nicely you talk to me until very fierce.
ARGHHS/
im piss-ed.
thanks.

I bet you dont even know even if i cry.
&i bet you'll not even bother and will feel that im childish.
~~You Dont Even Care.~~
And see, here comes your nagging.
I think my head will burst soon.
I feel like breaking down.
But who will be there if i ever break down?
Hais,

"Thanks" for everything.

2009-06-06T20:36:00.008+08:00

ARGHS :/
been stucked at home the whole day to rot.
And i've done nthg but watch teevee and surf the net.
&By surfing blogshops, all the clothes have start to tempt me.
Esp those oversized ones.
AHHH !

This attracted me very much.
HAHAS.
Today has been super boring lah.
I've been :
Eating, surfing net, playing online games, watching teevee.
Sucky day.

Anyways, im finally like going to exercise.
Super fun to play badminton, esp with my bunch of lovely Girls.
Will be playing on Monday@ Hougang Sports Hall.
Those who're going there on Monday, you may be lucky enough to see us there (:
Mel sent me an sms to remind me to dig out my "treasure"
Her sms super cute and funny lahs:

Elephant! Rem to dig your treasure out hor (:
Ps: treasure = racket(:

Copied exactly.
Mel, it's supposed to be racquet.
HAHAS.
So cute larh.
TREASURE...
Will be going with Mel, MinLi, Gi, Reb, Gi's bro, etc....
And Mel didn't dare to speak to the person to book the courts,
Therefore, JoleneTeo here has to do the job.
I tell you, the person super funny.
She asked a lot of questions.
Like almost my whole particulars she wanna know such as IC No., address, number....
Now then i know book courts so 麻烦 one.
Im seriously bored lah.
Nobody entertain me.
Stupid Ziqi reply super slow.
Old people reply very slow one, so cannot blame :/
Then the Guiling MIA.
Ps: Guiling, if you wanna make comment, pls dont tag on my board.
Later whole world know who you are then not fun le.
HAHAS.

Ohmygod,
coursework next week.
Need to chiong le lah.
I think this hols is like not hols lor.
Like normal school.
Study camp starts at 8am and ends at 3.15pm.
Start and end a bit later than normal school day nia,
what's th diff ? :/
But the school is "nice" enough to provide breakfast and lunch for us.
Wednesday
Breakfast - Curry puff + Soya bean milk
Lunch - Black Pepper chicken rice + packet drinks
Thursday
Breakfast - Some cake which is not soft at all + ChinChow
No lunch as we ended at 1 plus
Friday
Breakfast - Spring Roll and cake + Soya Bean Milk
Lunch - Chinese Mixed Rice + packet drinks.

&while we were all eating, everyone else from sec 1 - 3 were looking at us with weird eyes.
And eating together with the whole Sec 4 Exp and Sec 5 Na make us look like we're really having camp.
HAHAS.
We're like criminals in boot camp lah.

Okay, i shall say BYEBYE.

It hurts a lot to leave you....
&I feel so empty without your presence...
Everytime you say bye, it seems like you'll never come back.
I love to see your smile.
It makes me feel like im not alone anymore.
只有你的笑容能让我心动
Saranghae♥

2009-06-04T20:40:00.002+08:00

Time flies,
it's like Thursday already lah.
Study camp was okay.
except the fact that i was forcing my eyes open..
HAHAS.
Super tired lah.
It's like holidays now and the first thing you see in the morning in school are less than half of the school's population.
When you think of it, you'll be like:" Why am i suffering here when all the juniors are playing, having fun, hanging out?"
But when results show, you'll start to thank the teachers.
And somemore, i think all our teachers are very 伟大 lor.
They sacrifice their holidays just to come back and teach the sleepy us.
Let's show our gratitude to them by paying attention in class ((:

Anyway, i heard that my chinese P1 Bao ZHang format is written correctly.
But im still scared.
HAHAS.
Maybe i should heed my sis's advice.
She said :" Psychologists proof that if you believe it, you can see it."
I shall believe that i CAN A1!
Amen !
Daddy God will bless me ((:

Pardon me for the super short post as sis needs the com !

I really pray hard that i will be able to attend service this saturday esp with mel, minli, lynn, jasmine, rujun, peisze plus jiankang they all.
I really pray hard.
In Jesus' name, i pray, AMEN !

2009-06-01T22:03:00.002+08:00

Chinese Os today.
Paper 1 and Paper 2.
It all ended right today.

For many, including myself, it is like F-I-N-A-L-L-Y over.
I told myself after Paper 1 not to let it affect my mood for Paper 2.
And i was quite happy with P2.
But now when im alone, i think back.
Im afraid, esp when im alone.
Im scared that i may not make it.
So many people 看好我 but i feel like i've let them down.
I've let all the teachers' hard work down.
I've let those who care and love me down.
I've let my clique of friends down.
I've let myself down.
Although you may say we should look at the bright side,
but i just cant control myself from thinking in this way.
I feel like it's the end for my chinese.
I really dont think i'll have the mood to retake lor.
I really dont want to retake la.
But i wrote shit for my paper 1.
Crap Shit.
I dont think my P2 is so strong to coverup for it.
Even if i chiong for my Oral and LC, i dont think they can coverup for P1 to let me have an A.
I just dont have the mood suddenly.
I really feel like banging my head on the wall hard to wake myself up.

I really have high hopes for my Chinese la.
ARGHS.
i think i'll go bonkers lor.
Hope im better tmr.
I have to accompany my CHEWYULYNN so i cannot be moody.
If not she'll complain.
So i should start to laugh like mad like how i usually do.

Maybe i should be a 乐观者 like the Chinese compre passage said.
I should stand up from where i fall and 坚持下去.
Anyway, i still have to thank my juniors who lent their dictionaries to us.
Esp Qixiang, TanCheryl and Peiyi.
Thanks to SohYee, TinCing, TanCheryl, Qixiang and Peiyi !
Without your dictionaries, i think i'll die even worst.
I thank you all on behalf of the tall tree too((:
Shall treat you all drinks someday yea?
Im touched by Peiyi lah.
She went to meet SohYee and TinChing late at night just for my dictionary. Then she woke up early in the morning to pass me the dictionaries with TanCheryl. Qixiang sacrificed his teddy bear sleep for my dictionary. He super cute lah ! Thanks my sweet and cute little juniors ! ♥

I need a strong pillar for me to lean on now.
I feel that i may fall anytime.

P.S : Guiling, it's not your fault lah.
It's my own stupidity and foolishness.
Please dont feel guilty (:

2009-05-29T22:00:00.002+08:00

I hear tons and thousands of people complaining that my blog is dead.
I know you all miss my presence right?
I'll get shy ok? HAHAS.

Anyway, i set my alarm@ 6.45am but woke up at 7.15am instead.
For what?
All thanks to LEONLEEMINGZHI who requested to meet for breakfast before going for chinese thing.
Ate breakfast with Leon, HongSheng, Jasmine and Zhiquan together with DengJu, Addy, Kelvin and YiHao watching us eat. HAHAS.
Aft that, we went to school library and started doing chinese and Wenan came and joined us. Then the guys got impatient and went for soccer while some of us were still studying. Managed to clear SOME doubts. &I really mean SOME. Still got ots more unclear lor. I scared sia :/
I want my A1. I really want it. But i scared i cant do it.

Then i went for lunch with Geraldine, Edison, Jovan and Wenan @ the hawker centre next to Heartland. Then Justin joined and stare at us eating. Then went back to study again, back in the library. Then left at 5 plus and went for dinner with Jasmine, Sherman and Justin. Sherman and Justin made my dinner an enjoyable one. HAHAS. They made me laugh like mad. &Jasmine was funny too. I almost choked la !

Aft that, came home with the house being empty with Me, Myself and I. Poor me):
Anyway, some people say that i sound sian. HAHAS.
And GuoLun says maybe i studied too much!

Gonna go Gao Lao Shi house tmr with probably Jasmine, Reb, Wenan, YiPing, Rujun, Jialing and some others who im unsure who. Aft that gonna meet LynnWee and ChanGuoLun to teach them Chinese. See? How nice of me. And i feel stress. I must listen attentively to what GaoLaoShi is teaching so that i dont teach Lynn and GuoLun the wrong things. HAHS.

Readers,
please dont miss me.
XOXO

P.S : SOMEONE keeps making me pissed and sad. And i dont think HE knows about it.
Arghs ! :/

2009-05-22T17:36:00.005+08:00

As all of you can see,
i just changed my blogskin.
HURRAY ! :D
&& I relinked and linked you all ((:

No more fatty blog format.
hahas.
Please give me feedback on how it should be further edited.
By the way, i mean EDIT. which means that this blogskin is not made by me.
I only edited some parts and added in the background.
Credits are inside the "escapes" part.

Should i change my blog url?
Should i or should i not?

Anyway, it's Kwok Jiaying a.k.a 郭大奶's birthday today.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KWOK JIAYING.
YOU'RE 15 NOW.
PLEASE STOP ~~BULLYING~~ ALOYSIUS.
HAHAS !
Jiaying is a very nice junior i should say.
Sometimes a bit ~~bimbo-tic~~, but very nice and sweet.
She loves to ~~gossip~~ esp with the seniors.
&She loves ALOYSIUS GUO YAN LI like mad.
Overall, she's a great junior to be with !
KWOK JIAYING, i miss ~~gossiping~~ with you !
)):
Anyway, i owe you your present (:

Im rotting at home now.
I'll have to wait till dinner time.
&that stupid big tree never reply me =.=
Im uber BORED !!

BELINDA LIAW YI XIU BIAO JIE
wants me to blog about her.
LOLS. She told me to write how nice she was.
Okay, BIAOJIE is a very nice BIAOJIE because she protects me from getting bullied :D
&& I LOVE BIAOJIE :DD
BIAOJIE LOVES ELMO .

9 more days to....

GCE CHINESE 'O' LEVELS.

Please scream.
*AHHHHH*

2009-05-20T19:59:00.002+08:00

HELLOS :D

Know that mid-year common tests are finally over,
it's time to chiong Chinese Os.
SEC 4s and 5s JIAYOU !!!
Chiong an A for Chinese and you can forget about Chinese already.
You dont study chinese in poly or JCs. HAHAS.
Im chiong-ing in progress. Then i dont have to see HER face anymore. FINALLY !
Im like stucked with her lah. Nevermind, those who know, good. Those who dont know, i shall consider whether to tel you if you ask me. HEES.
Oh yea, it was Belinda BIAOJIE's birthday ystd. Therefore,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BELINDA BIAOJIE !

&& Jiankang's birthday today.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TANJIANKANG !

Jesus loves you ((:

Good luck to those taking O level Chinese !
JIAYOU !

12 more days !
Kiss chinese goodbye.

i was shocked that HE sent me to my house downstairs.
*SCREAMS ! *

2009-05-09T14:50:00.002+08:00

ROAR :O

im finally back here blogging.
HAHAS,
but it won't be regular as common tests are coming.

EL and MT P1 and P2 was over.
SS was over as well.
&I don't think i did well.
Quite disappointed with myself lah.
I must start mugging already.

Been busy with CO stuffs over the few months.
But i guess it's time to put down all those stuffs and study.
Had peforming arts performance last wed.
Co, Band, Guitar, Malay Dance and Chinese Dance.
i guess it's all the graduating students' last time performing in our school hall as a student of yuying and a member of their CCA. I think i will really miss the tiring practices we had.
HAHAS.

Temperature's been rising.
Super hot weather.
Especially when it's exams period, the weather's rather annoying !
&Im sitting just beside the wall in my class, therefore, resulting in me perspiring profusely while taking the tests.
&&I get annoyed very easily !
&&&I love drinking ice water and eating cold stuffs now.
:DDDDDDD

Swine flu is here.
Everyone better drink more water and take good care of yourselves.
For me, i've been drinking bottles of water.
You all can ask Vala how much water i drank and ask Yulynn how many time i go to the toilet in a day. HAHAS.
Water is good for health ok?

&&Exams coming.
Better mug hard !
Be careful and avoid falling sick !

God will bless everyone.
Trust in Him.

&Guess what?
1) F&N's killing me.
2) I miss my GAOHU.
3) I SLEPT AT 9.42 YSTD NIGHT.
First time slept so early.
HAHAS.
JUST BEING RANDOM :/

2009-04-25T23:06:00.002+08:00

I've finally stepped down from my CCA.
I can feel that a very heavy burden is taken away from my shoulder.
I feel relieved but also sad.
I just feel very empty inside me and i dont feel like letting go.
I dont feel like letting go all my happiness i had in YYSSCO.
I dont feel like letting go all my sorrowness i had in YYSSCO.
I dont feel like letting go my wonderful ex-co in YYSSCO.
I dont feel like letting go my wonderful juniors esp ER-HUers in YYSSCO.
I dont feel like letting go my seat from YYSSCO.
I dont feel like letting go of everything.
For the starting of this year, most of us, the seniors would wish very much to step down quickly.
And for now, i feel that i wouldn't want to step down lah ! )))):

Although i can concentrate on my studies whole-heartedly, but i cant bare to leave YYSSCO.
YYSSCO is the place where i laughed, scolded, cried, nagged. It's the place where i can play music and forget about studies temporary. it's also the place that i get scolded and nagged. I suddenly feel empty that no instructors and conductors will nag at me after today. I miss everything in YYSSCO. I miss DingLaoShi, FuLaoShi, ZhangLaoShi. Not very much of the other teachers though. I've learnt a lot about music as well as life lessons through them. I dont feel like growing up and graduating now. Although i can come back after i graduate but the feeling is different. But whatever it is, i still have to let go because the time has come.

After we step down, there'll be a new batch of "mothers" to take care of you guys. I really hope that you all will give them less trouble and respect them. Even if you're of the same age as them, you still have to respect them okay?

Don't miss my scoldings and naggings hor. Especially ER-HUers. Now no more mother to nag you all the bring instrument home to practice. Nobody scold you for causing untidiness. Nobody to entertain you all with Zhang Bin. Nobody poke her nose into your businesses. Better listen to the next section leader okay? Dont make Zhang Lao Shi angry anymore. He care and love you all so much, dont disappoint him. Show him that you all are like what he said, the best students he ever taught.

Okay, tears are rolling down my cheeks as im typing these.
For the last time,
Love,
Your shou xi, nagging senior, zhang ah yi(for shuhui),
JOLENE :D

2009-04-22T14:30:00.003+08:00

GOLDGOLDGOLDGOLDGOLDGOLDGOLDGOLDGOLDGOLD !
ahhhh...
super super happy.
SUPER PROUD OF YYSSCO.

all thanks to our poor conductor, Ms Ding Xiao Yan,
assistant conductor cum instructor, Ms Fu YingYing
our instructors, Mr Zhang Bin, Mr Shen Guo Qing, Mr Guo Chang Suo and Mr Qu Feng.
they all nag and scold like dont know what.
They teach our school until want vomit blood.
LOLS.
But for what and why?
They do everything not only to fufill heir job, but because they care for us.
I cried for 3 consecutive times yesterday okay?
The first time was towards the ending of practice.
Zhang Bin scolded me. I felt disappointed at my self and sad as it's the last practice that Zhang Bin's gonna teach me):
And i cried in front of Zhang Laoshi ( he hit my head when i cried), whole erhu section, in front of my sis,flora,lynn, emilia and other yuying students walking past AVA room.
So pai seh can? And maybe cause of stress ba.
second time i cried was when i was outside conference hall at the carpark there.
I saw zhangbin. Then i very sad. HAHAS.
Then i walk with zhihui to the lorry there to tell who's leaving and who's staying for the results.
Then i saw zhangbin, i walked to him, shake his hand and said:" Laoshi, last SYF ! " and i cried.
Then he call me sha gua. LOLS. then i faster run cause later he whack my head again.
Imagine being his "helper" in YYSCO for 3 plus years. And every practice he will nag and tease me. He's like my father like that lor. LOLS.super sad that he's not teaching me anymore ):
Third time i cried was during results when they announced Yuying CO got GOLD.
We all SCREAMED like mad sia. LOLS. i think i screamed louder than Fahrenheit concert.

Anyway, i didn't went to school today as i wasnt feeling well. Had fever just before the competition and i didnt know until my sis applied make up for me and realise my face was warm.
Now, it's time to chiong my studies ! :D

iloveYYSCO !

thanks to those who supported us, wished us good luck and congratulated us.
good luck to guitar !

2009-04-19T18:46:00.002+08:00

OHMYGOD, SYF is approaching. AHHHHHH!
But im happy to say that CO members are putting in effort and working hard.
That's good news. Maybe they want to chiong at the back, dont want waste effort. HAHAS.
I really hope that we'll get our hearts desire just like the band.
We are smelling Gold already ! YYSCO, let's work hard together for these remaining 2 days.
At the end, we'll definitely be contented with the results.
After all our hard work, it sure will pay off.
As long as we work together as one CO.

ROAR :O
Been super busy preparing for SYF.
Monday - combined practice
Tuesday - sectionals first then combined
Wednesday - teach new members / sectionals(for some sections only)
Thursday - Erhu sectional (my section :D)
Friday - combined
Saturday - combined
As you can see, im only free on Weds and Sundays. Cause ZhiHui and Peiyi helped me lighten my load by teaching the new members so i wouldn't have to go.
Thanks to Zhihui and Peiyi (:
i think i'll become very china now. Everyday humming to the tune of my two SYF songs :
Set piece: Cicada song & Chosen piece: Lao Shu Qu Qing
im going gaga over these two songs that i think i temporary forgotten FAHRENHEIT's songs.
HAHA, somehow dont know why, CO song sounds more familiar than FAHRENHEIT songs.
My whole brain is : CO, SYF, CO, SYF, PLAY WELL, DONT GET SCOLDED, PLAY WELL, DONT GET SCOLDED, SCORES, GOLD, SCORES, GOLD.

I feel tired everyday. But trying to hang on till the end. Everyone's tired and stressed.
Not only me, so, self convincing comes in: TIRED IS NOT AN EXCUSE TO GIVE UP !
no matter how my butt hurts, i still insist of sitting at least 2/4 of my chair for normal practices and 1/4 of my chair for actual rehearsals. Must try to adapt ma.
Oh yea, did i mention that we changed our co costume?
We changed it from purple to green(something like lime green) and black skirt.
And the guys' costume super nice can ? Im jealous. HAHAS.

i

breatheDRINKeatSLEEPthinkHEARsingSPEAKtypeSHITplaySMELLtouchCRYlaughSEE

M-U-S-I-C

2009-03-28T20:31:00.003+08:00

Hey there (:
been busy juggling between studies and CO.
it's been a hard time for me especially the whole CO exco for this period of time here.
We've been trying to request them to keep quiet but as usual, they keep chatting away.
I seriously dont understand why. Everyone would have a reason for what they do. But i just dont get why they keep talking when somebody else is talking. Don't they understand the word:" RESPECT"? After so many years of education, did what all their teachers had taught them down the road been accidentally washed away when they're bathing or what? Im seriously, absolutely and extremely disappointed by today's performance for the exchange programme. I mean like, i can understand that you all are nervous but they're not performing a solo or what. So nervous for? I feel that the prob lies with their mentality. If you keep thinking that you're nervous and scared, then you will be. But if you take a deep breathe and convince yourself that it is just a peformance and my job is only to perform well, then im sure you wont get nervous so easily.
I think CO members cannot be praised until SYF ends. When we scold, you say we scold. When we praise, you all fly to cloud nine and forget everything and get proud. When you are praised when you're good, the more i think one should improve and maintain. Have I ever get proud when Fu Lao Shi talks about me? NO. To me, that is only a green light for me that i've reached my own satifaction and that i should keep it up, maintain and even do better. Do you know everyone, which includes FuLaoShi, DingLaoShi, the exco and your seniors get very easily exhausted when we talk to you all? It's like "dui niu tan qing". When we tell you something, you listen with one of your ears and there goes what we tell you out from the other ear. Have you tried using you heart to listen? And for those who keep complaining, put yourselves in other people's shoes. You may say that:" Aiya, if im in exco, i'll definitely do the job better by a lot." Think twice. Actions are more important than words. Try talking and disciplining a group of students with only less than 50% of them being real serious about CO.
There's nothing else i can say, only one big word: DISAPPOINTED.

2009-03-17T21:56:00.002+08:00

Lala,

im finally blogging.
why?
Cause im uber pissed by what my mom said.

She said im lazy.
i dont mind if people say im lazy.
but she said im very lazy.
And said this sentence for more than 5 times.
ROAR. im extremely PISSED.
am i always like the ugliest, fattest, stupidest, laziest, most useless daughter out of the 3 of us?
You give me the impression of this you know?
Even thought you scold jie a lot. But you scold her because she too "ai mei".
I seriously very useless now.
As the top few in class, i should be ace-ing in the subjects and getting good grades for my tests.
But the recent common test proved that im not working well enough.
English - B4
Maths - B4
Chinese - A2
Sc(Chem, Bio) - A1
Comb Humans - A1
POA - C5
F&N - C6
As the "shou xi" of CO, i should be so called the "best" few. But seems like my skills havent been improving. I feel inferior as compared to Pasir ris sec gaohu-ers.
Saying about this, we'll be having a concert at TECC @ 5pm this coming sunday 22 March 2009.
Please come and support us. Tix selling at only $6. Cheaper by $4 ! Our school will be performing with Pasir Ris sec (got Gold with Honours for the previous SYF) and my conductor's Ruan Ensemble. If you're interested, please contact me. Best via my phone.

Anyway, due to time constrain, i shall continue next time.
(:

2009-03-01T17:15:00.002+08:00

LALALAS.
Im super uber extremely bored lah.
Nothg better to do, play pet society in facebook.
HAHAS.
Have to apologise for not blogging usual due to the late time that i got home.

As usual, school life is as boring.
Except for some minor humour from my dearest friends.
Common tests and class tests coming one by one, or maybe even several on the same day.
Studying and mugging like siao.
Almost everyday reach home after 6 or 7.
Super tired until got flu and sore throat.
Lols, i finally recovered and here comes the flu again.

Had steamboat with my family in the afternoon.
Finally a meal that we four sit down to chat and eat together.
I've been longing for these meals together.
Everyone's busy. Dad's busy with work, Sis and I are busy with our schoolwork, leaving mum alone. Although she's busy, but not as busy as we are. At times, i do sympathise her. I feel guilty for leaving her alone at home. But what to do? Heavy workload. Stress just loves me too much that it dont want to leave me.

SYF approaching, 'O's approaching.
Trying extremely hard to balance both.
And some lower sec are complaining about how busy they are.
LOLS.
Obviously, the upper sec are most busy but they complain like as if they are the busiest among everyone. I guess if they cant cope with what they have right now, they'll suffer as they cannot cope for even more stuffs.

Weather being weird.
Rain, stop, rain, stop. Never ends.
Drink more water and eat more fruits and vegetables instead of those fatty meat.
If not, you'll fall sick easily.
See? I care for you all.
HAHAS.

I need to study for SS and POA.
):
I hope that my hardwork pays off.
I found a new method of studying which is effective for me.
I will study from 9pm - 11pm and then wake up at 3am to revise what i went through earlier until 4plus then sleep again and wake up at 6.20 for school.
But i think this will only work for Bio. LOLS.
Can try it. But dont do it often, not good for health.

I've been wondering:
Will it be better for everyone if i did not appear in their lives?

2009-02-15T15:34:00.004+08:00

Happy Belated Valentines Day.

HAHAS.

Didn't have time to blog ystd.

FRIDAY

As this year's valentines day falls on a saturday and many cant date their valentine out, valentines eve in school is really sweet. However, this year's valentines is boring okay?

Dont have the mood. Maybe it's cause this year im having 'O's, maybe cause it's only valentines eve? I dont know. But anyway, i hope that "you qing ren, zhong cheng juan shu" la. hahas.

SATURDAY

As Mel, Peisze and i have no valentine, we decided to jio pple out to study. We invited many random pple but ended up only 6 pple came. HAHAS. Met Peisze, Mel, GuoLun and Ardi at kovan. We wanted to catch a movie at GV Plaza Singapura, in the end, due to trouble-ness, we decided to drop the idea. We queued so long, then finally when we can buy, it turned out that Bride Wars is at 2.05AM. Then the person check our IC when we wanted to watch Love Matters, then there were only seats two rows from the front of Look for a star. Super frustrated. Then we walked around basement and makan a lot of rubbish while waiting for my sis. Then finally, we went to Made With Love to buy paper for my handmade diary. I bet my sis is going to make my plain black diary into super chioness one. HAHAS. Then aft that, went to airport to study. Met JianKang at tanah merah den took train tgt. Went T2 BK to study. After which, many of us turned off as it was super boring. We decided to push Peisze in the luggage trolley and walk in circles around T2. As it became even more bored, we went to T3 and cam-whored. Super funny lah, the process. Aft that, we ate dinner at Ya Kun. hahas. Then took 53 to kovan den pei Mel buy flower and chocolate for her mum. Then went home. Super tired but fun. Laughed like mad throughout the whole day.

Conclusion of the day : ChanGuoLun is the most thick-skinned person i ever knew.

(GuoLun, please feel honoured that i blog about you !)

Understand the pic? HAHAS !

Those who are single, dont fret. Im single too. But i lead a carefree and happy life. I think im very happy with what God has given me now. A nice family who care a lot for me(cause they nag a lot) with a very cute and adorable sister who i feel is less mature than me, a group of great friends especially my clique and those sec 4s and last but not least, alive and kicking and able to attend D.A.R.E service every alternate Saturdays. I cherish every odd Saturdays of the month when im able to attend service at New Creation Church. I think it's faith that i met Lynn and become great friends with her and she brought me to NCC.

Anyway, thanks to those who wished me and gave me sweets and stuffs.

Lastly, I ♥ ALL OF YOU :DDDDD

2009-02-02T22:03:00.003+08:00

Sunday:
went to school for rehearsal, woke up @ 9.30.
then met Emilia for lunch and went to school.
Aft that, went to purple market there with HsihJiang, AngMingJie and JianTat to buy bread and drinks for whole CO. Then came back and rushed all of them down. Then helped out in moving of the instruments up the truck or something. Then i helped Lynn the distribute the bread and drinks. And still have to be garbage woman, collect the plastic bags and drink packects. Then reached Singapore Conference Hall at around 6 plus 7. Then waited and slackd near the lift while waiting for our turn to go up. Then got one handsome guy come down. Look like Jay Chou ! hahas. Then inside lift Lynn talked to him first, saying that he look like Jay Chou. Then i joined in. HAHAS. We super friendly one okay? Then rehearsal on Conference Hall stage begins. Then i sit outside super retarted lah. Must nod head and everything. Then aft rehearsal, helped to move the instruments. Then Lynn's big bus went off, leaving me with some of the juniors plus Mdm De, JianTat, BoonKiat and YiWei on the small bus. Then i taught the juniors how to change in the bus without stripping.(Emilia teach me one).
4 words aft the whole thing :
SUPER TIRED BUT FUN !

Really thanks to those who helped out :
AngMingJie, JunJian, BoonKiat, YiWei, GuoWei (pls tell me if i missed out anyone)

TODAY:
as usual, lessons carry on. But PE was fun but tired today. Mr Lawrence brought us out for a "jog". Played some retarted but fun things. Had CO in the afternoon. Entertained and self-introed to the new members. Then brought QiXiang to erhu. He learnt 5 years alrdy leh! 3 yrs erhu, 2 yrs gaohu. Then in the end, he learn zhonghu. HAHAS. Then got one very cute small boy name Lim JunJie. hahas ! In chinese is LinJunJie. The singapore singer, JJ. He super cute lah ! Then ZhangBin keep teasing me today, as usual=.=
Have to Jiayou and practice le ! (:

i feel that im finding life difficult day by day....
I WANT FAHRENHEIT'S NEW ALBUM !
(the one with DVD, in white one! )

2009-01-31T13:36:00.002+08:00

Time flies like siao !
HAHAS.

dont know why, super high ystd during CO.
i spread my disease of laughing and lag-ness to Liying and Naka and then a bit to Joyce.
So turned out whole Gaohu group(only 4 of us lah) go crazy and high.
Laugh non-stop can?
So in conclusion, Gaohu group is the craziest among erhu.
HAHAS. i really love the times in CO, but also at times, it piss me off.
But after seeing nice Juniors like Joyce and Peiyi, all your scoldings and craziness pays off.
Good Job erhu-ers, You all are improving fast. MUST LIAN QING ok? :D
Anyway, im so going to kick out those people(in erhu) who slack and think that they can go SYF when in the first place, they dont deserve it ! (:

And right now, im stucked in the middle of my F&N coursework.
I forget how to do alrdy lah ! OhMyGod ):
And im late okay? Which means i have to state reason why i hand up my coursework late under the remarks in my Overall Work Plan )):
Someone please help.... AHHH..

Something bad happened on Thursday.
My mom had some pain around the stomach area after eating some stupid corn pill from dont know which planet. Then she go eat another stupid dumb medicine which as a result, made her pain even worse. Then she start having those vomiting sounds. Nevermind, after that, she sit outside my computer room and start having those sounds. PISS ME OFF ! Then aft that, when im trying my best to concentrate and squeeze every drop of brain juice im left with to remember how to do my coursework, she start irritating me. Super Piss-ed off lah ! Then she was sent to a 24hour clinic by my sis and her boyf. Then ystd, she went to do ultrasound and found out that she has some stone inside. I dont know how to explain also lah. But she has to have an operation after 1 or 2 months. Now, i really feel the stress and headache. I dont know what to do as a daughter. I really dont know what to do. I cant help to take her pain away. I can only do simple housework while im struggling to do my homeworks and practice my instrument. I dont know if i can take it or not. Seeing my mom in such a great pain, im simple just USELESS. And adding on to it, my hair keep dropping. I really am very afraid. I dont know what to do now, seriously.

God, please help me. I really need your help. I cant fight these obstacles by my own. I dont have enough strength, stamina and courage.

Hais, why are all these happening during the happiest season in the year? Everyone else are happily enjoying their New Year but why cant my family be the same? I sometimes feel like giving up man. But aft seeing the love from my family and friends, i cant bare but to continue to struggle.

Where has the crazy Jolene gone to?
Can anyone find Jolene back?

2009-01-24T16:11:00.002+08:00

Sorry everyone for not blogging ! ):
HAHAS.

And esp the "Merry Christmas", i've changed it.
It a new year already.
And Chinese New Year is around the corner.

Yesterday was quite a memorial day.
Was esp happy lah.
Had CNY celebration in the morning at the hall.
YYSSCO performed.
Good job everyone ! :D
Super scary can? Sit in front lah. Then cannot look down. Keep looking at Jaslyn and Jiaying then i stand like a woodblock. But when started playing, had a bit of confidence le, so not so scared. Was happy that we didnt make major mistakes ! And the good thing is, i didn't tremble when i was playing :DDD
Aft everything, went to celebrate CNY with Clique♥ @ White Tang. It's been a while since we ate tgt as a whole Clique. Then everyone went home to prepare the service at night. Reached Serangoon early and DUCK gave me a surprise. She came to "send us off". Hahas. So nice of her right? She pei me wait for the rest, so i was not bored(: Then went down to MRT scan out there. Met Justin, YuCheng, Ben Goy, James, Wen An, JianKang, Dennis, Morris, Nicholas, Desmond Loh, Kelvin, DengJu, OCC, Pei Sze, Lynn, Melissa, MinLi, JasmineLin, RuJun, JiaLing, BeeKuan, YuSen, DesmondSeah and Andy at Serangoon. Then Leon, Sherman, Annabel, Kaye and Geraldine at Kallang. Then when pastor preaching halfway BenLiong joined us.(anyway, if i missed out your name, pls tell me!) In total, there were 32 people (adding BenLiong) who went for the Service ! Ohmygod right? Sec4exp gathering sia ! Sat with JianKang during the service with Morris beside him. They were super retarted can? Esp during the play. MinLi, Mel, Pei Sze and DengJu were in front of me. Then when starting the guy do beatbox then everyone were like shouting "DengJu". hahas. Then when the muscular guy show off his muscles, most of the boys keep saying:" Must go train le!" hahas. all envy him. Anyway, i sat at the most left of the row. And my entire row were boys=.= I was happy that JianKang and Morris worshipped and prayed tgt with the pastor. Aft that, most of us went Kallang Mrt then we took 80 to Kovan. I sat at the back with Kelvin, Yusen, BenLiong, Desmond Seah, Desmond Loh and DengJu at the back while Mel, Pei Sze and Nic were in front. Then they all bully me ): LOLS. Then we went kovan mac to makan den cabbed home. Reached home @ 1 plus am. siao right? Super tired. Then woke up @ 1 plus pm. hahas. slept for enirely 12hrs.

Super Enjoyed the service. Everyone else enjoyed themselves too. Hallelujah, Praise the Lord ! Pastor Mark was very funny !

Anyway, for those who enjoyed the service, you can come along too for next saturday's D.A.R.E service @ suntec Rock Auditorium. It's for youths. Can ask me for details ! hahas. Those interested can come along as well. Contact me @ 81188941.

Wish everyone a Happy Chinese New Year !

My almight God, i can feel your power yesterday night. Thank You Lord for letting everyone to enjoy themselves Lord, i really wann to Thank You for yesterday night. Im sure they'll be able to feel your holiness ! AMEN ! :D

2009-01-04T19:16:00.008+08:00

REALLY SORRY GUYS !

Busy and lazy to blog lah ! HAHAS.

i owe everyone a lot of happenings.

So, im gonna combine the few major events into this post !

FARENHEIT CONCERT

Okay, let's start off with Fahrenheit Concert bah. I think some of you have seen Emilia's Blog and photos about it. But of course, im sure you all would also like to hear about my part right? I shall jump all the way until when we just sat down in SIS. They keep playing the same advertisement over and over again. Then Emilia and I high until keep singing Yoga Lin's "gei ni ai ai ai bu wan". LOLS. Then when concert start, everyone super high. Then i a bit high only lah. Their first song was "Chu Shen Ru Hua". See? My memory so good. HAHAS. okay, then when they walk forward on the extended stage, everyone scream like siao and stand up on chair. Then as a result, everyone behind, including Emilia and I stood up on the chair kos we couldn't see. Then whole SIS high like siao sia. Then got one lucky girl kena picked and she was allowed to go on stage to meet Fahrenheit! (jealous like siao) then they hugged her, held her hand and everything. Then Emilia and I were like :" wth lah ! we also want ! ):" hahas. anyway, they were really nice to her. I think they would treat girls so well bah. Then i kaypo and asked the two girls beside me who they like. lols, then had fun with them too lah. See? I'm so sociable ! Then highness all the way until so-called "last song" then they byebye. Then we all shout :"encore encore !" then the drummer come out. give us tempo to shout :" encore" and "fahrenheit". Then expectedly, they came out and sang another two songs. Then all the fans willing to go. HAHAS.. Overall, i enjoyed the concert very much lah. See my AiAi until so shuang le. HAHAS. I feel that the money is really worth it lah. I think Fahrenheit realy improved a lot throughout these 2 years. They've really grown up. Anyway, I just realised that there was extra batt. I scrimped on the batt you know? Arghs.

Before Concert Starts: First Song: Chu Shen Ru Hua

Stage Super Chioness right?Xiao Xiao Da Ren Wu (Wu Zun, Jiro, Aaron, Calvin)

Calvin doing beatbox. (My AIAI ! )

Guest Star : LiuLiYangLiuLiYang singing TiAmo with Aaron playing the piano.
Fahrenheit singing english oldies

Notice below the 2 pics.
Wuzun looking into my cam !!

Calvin being the DJ

Ending of concert

SINGAPORE FLYER
Took some pics but not really very nice. So not gonna post up unless there's a popular demand. It's super lame lah. Turn for 30 mins. You stand inside there for 30mins like kuku. hahas.

CHRISTMAS EVE&CHRISTMAS
How can i leave out the most wonderful countdown of the year? I mean for me, i think that Christmas is more important than New Year because Jesus died for us. Yeah, AMEN ! hahas. Actually, i was supposed to meet the rest at 9pm. While i was doing my christmas cards, mel called and ask if i wanted to go City Harvest Church. Geraldine invited us. At first we weren't sure whether to go or not. Then i thought for a while:"Since we have time, we should go and celebrate this important event !" Then I went to meet Charmaine and then Melissa. We met the 3 Lovely Gs (Geraldine, Germaine and Glennis) at Expo MRT then waited for JianKang to come. The worst thing : IT'S RAINING ! Then Expo outside long queue. So we went by the back entrance i think. Mel, JianKang and I ran in the rain. The rain makes the whole atmosphere very "christmas-ly". hahas. All of us enjoyed ourselves lah, The best thing: JianKang raised his hand for altar call ! hahas. Knew Vincent and Fookai through that day. They're really nice people lah. They invite me time and again for gatherings and services. They even played viwawa with me till 3am lah ! hahas. okay, after that went to Cineleisure to meet Dennis, Morris, GuiJun and Valerie. Then bought tix for " Yes Man". While waiting for the show to start, we went for dinner and countdown-ed outside Cineleisure. HAHAS. the atmosphere very high. Everyone else were spraying the foam thingy. Then when we were roaming around the streets, we were hiding like siao. They very scary sia, spray like siao. hahas. But in the end, Val and GJ tio the most. Morris even got sprayed by a China Auntie ! Super funny. Sent Gi to MRT and we went for our movie. After movie, we walked back to Dhoby Ghaut den Val's parents came to fetch Morris, GJ, Char and Val home. Then left with the four of us (Dennis, JianKang, Mel and I) again. That time at airport also four of us. Then we dai dee-ed till 7am plus. The pathetic cold breakfast at 7 eleven. Then all of us went home. I slept till 5plus and mummy woke me up for dinner at Leon's church with my mom's friend. I didn't know it is his church at first lah. So coincidental right?
Pics @ Gi's Blog.
It's on her 25th December post (:
Geraldine, your blog's visitors are going to increase !

NEW YEAR
Most of you expect me to have a wonderful NewYear countdown out there and get high like siao right? Guess what i did.... i countdown-ed on the phone with mel =.=
Lamest event of the year for me. Lols. Not so bad lah. At least get to countdown with mel. Nothing much to blog about.

FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL
Totally s**t sia. New Principal talked for more than half an hour. Power right? Even more pro then ex-principal. HAHAS. Went Sakae for tea-time buffet with Lynn, Mel and Minli :D

YESTERDAY
Went for the first service for the year at NEW CREATION CHURCH *SCREAMS AND CHEERS*. hahas. i went with Jasmine. Due to the stupid red light that scared Jasmine, I decided not to take any pics. Hahas. Went to watch twilight for the second time. Anyway, i didn't see any difference between Twilight and Twilight Digital. Still the same=.=
Aft that we went JustNoodles at Suntec for dinner. Jasmine keep whining on the way. Hahas.Talked on phone with mel for a while den called YongQuan. Talked till around 2 plus. hahas. so long nvr contact him le. So many rubbish to say. And, that stingy boy still remembers my belated birthday present. He got something for me from Japan. So nice right? For the first time, He's nice to me. Classic example of a miracle happening. HAHAS.

TODAY
Woke up at 12plus. Headache. Then ate pathetic porridge. Wiped the sofa (super shiny now), scrub the kitchen floor with mum and washed the damn bathroom, including the toilet bowl (you didn't read the wrong thing, i scrubbed the toiletbowl !). Went NTUC and saw Loic. Super long nvr see him! Then until now, Im sitting here (:

2008-12-18T15:12:00.003+08:00

You know what?
Im not gonna blog much.
HAHAS.

Im busy ok?
Busy doing what?
Of course doing things for Fahrenheit lah !
HAHAS.

want to know what im doing?
ASK ME ASK ME.
But i have the rights to not tell you.
Only duck knows.
HAHAS.
too bad, aww so sad. ):

anyway, im going to Singapore Flyer on Saturday ~
i know im kinda slow. But daddy finally got time ok?
But i'll be like damn extra.
Kos Gary will obviously be with Jie.
Then Daddy obviously with mummy.
so im extra out. nevermind, my self-entertain comes in handy. (:

ok, i know im damn crap lah.
Just to let you know....

they're going to sing their new song (越来越爱♥)&&

1 MORE DAY TO FAHRENHEIT CONCERT !

*SCREAMS like siao at the top of my lungs*

2008-12-17T15:09:00.002+08:00

FINALLY,
i changed my blogskin.
:D
managed to get QUEK's help with the picture above.
THANK YOU EMILIA !

just wanna post this :

2 MORE DAYS TO FAHRENHEIT CONCERT !!

*SCREAMS*

2008-12-13T15:27:00.002+08:00

i decided on something...
Maybe i shouldn't change the font size.
Kos it's ugly.
LOLS.

Copy and paste to your blog, erase my answers and add your own. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real places, name and/ or objects but nothing made up. TRY to use different answers if the person you got this from has the same initial. You can't use your name for the girl/boy's name question. Have fun!

My name is: Jolene Teo Wei Tian
Four letter word: Jerk (HAHAS !)
Boy's name: Joseph
Girl's name: Jacqueline
Occupation: Judge
Colour: Jade
Something you wear: jumpers
Beverage: Joker (some cocktail name)
Food: JAGABEE
Place: Jalan sultan
Something found in the bathroom:
Reason for being late: Jeans
Something you shout: JESUS !!!!!!!!!!!!
Font: Juice iTC
TV Show: Ju-on (ohmygod.)
Song title: Jenny
Country: Japan
Name 10 people to pass this on: Carrie, Shermin, Melissa, Guowei, Farizuan, Joyce, Belinda, ShuoFeng, CalvinChen(dream on), KimJungHoon(dreamo on)

HAHAS ! i picked those who read my blog but havent done this before (:
Been rotting at home, except for ystd and the day before.
I want my buffet ! ahh.

Was talking a bit about religion with sister during lunch just now.
I mean like even if you dont believe in my God, whether you WILL BE accepting him or not,
i think it's fine, as long as you think your religion is okay, then let it be ba.
I mean it's even better if more people accept Christ, but we can't force right?
From what i know, almost all religions teach us to be good people, in different ways.
Whether if we agree or not, i think it's better to keep your comments about other people's religion to yourself or your close friends or friends of the same religion.

In my blog, i want to show to people that i really LOVE my heavenly Father a lot.
He is not only my God, He's my life, my everything.
So if any non-christians feel insulted or disturbing to read my blog,
i can only tell you all to stop reading. It's my blog, my rights to say how wonderful my Father is. Anyone ban bloggers from expressing their love for their God? No right?
This is what i want readers of my blog to understand.

Sometimes, i feel a little stressful to be growing up in a family where everyone's a Buddhist. If i were to say out to the rest of my family that i am a Chrisitian, i bet there'll be lots of conflicts. I feel as if like im an extra, being drawn a line in between us. but God's love made me brave and unafraid(:

Actually, i dont really know what to blog.
HAHAS.
okay, that's all i think ((:
Dont miss me.

6 MORE DAYS TO FAHRENHEIT'S

CONCERT :DDD

*SCREAMS*

2008-12-10T15:06:00.003+08:00

Like I've said, i went for 3 consecutive days of concert.
And overall, i felt that the third day's dance performance was the most worth-it.

Saturday
Went for service in the afternoon and then went to meet the rest at heartland.
after dinner, went to school for band concert. Felt guilty when i saw Auntie Tan they all sitting there. Kos i was informed last minute, so i wasn't really prepared to help. Sorry to them !
Sunday
Went to meet QUEK at hougang and had KFC for lunch. Aft, took 72 to Tamp den change bus to TECC. Damn "jing cai" lor. LOLS. PRSSCO, PRSSCO alumni, NYJCCO and TECC Ruan Ensemble performed. This concert also quite worth lah. somemore $10 only ! HAHAS. As usual, they were very good. Especially the two solos by Weijian and another girl. Although there were minor mistakes, but i dont think a lot of people knew. Congrats to those who performed ! It was a success and i think a lot of people enjoyed it. Quek and i laughd like nobody's business. *secret ! wanna know? WAIT LONGLONG.* HAHAS. im always so evil lah. Pig didn't come ): I bet there will be even more laughter if she came. &Ding invited our school's cello and guanyue people go perform, but they rejected.
Monday
Rot at home until 5plus. Gan chiong kos havent eat dinner. Then i forgot to tell Jasmine&Lynn to meet earlier for dinner. Then when i called Lynn, she says she dont wanna have dinner tgt. Then mummy came home with her two friends. They came all the way to my house from Tampines kos they wanna eat Punggol Nasi Lemak. LOLS right? then mummy brought us to Kovan the Punggol Nasi Lemak makan. the queue was long as usual but very worth it. MUST TRY ! especially the chicken wing. so nice lah ! Then aft that supposed to meet Pig at Serangoon at 6pm. End up i was still eating at 6plus. Then told mummy to fetch me to Serangoon. Forgot to tell her to turn at the place then ended up going to Potong Pasir. As mummy dont really drive, she wasn't familiar with the routes. Then i made her mad. SORRY MUMMY ):
Aft met Jasmine and Pig at Dhoby Ghaut. Went to Dover and met Kaye. Aft queued for a while before we could go in. It was at Sp's auditorium. We sat quite behind. Then when performance start, the 4 of us were busy looking for BenYEO. He should feel honoured lor, we go all the way to SP to support him lah ! HAHAS. I was quite impressed by the dancers. This concert is actually by the "O School", a dance school. BenYEO performed two items i think; locking and popping. The popping damn nice lah. LOLS. i think they did a very great job. *APPLAUSES*

Anyway, i was supposed to perform at TECC on Sunday too. All Pig's fault, make me kena invited . hahas. It was a Monday morning and i was sleeping very soundly when suddenly at 9.38am, my phone vibrated. Pig called me and told me about the instrument thing. Then i called Ding lao shi-

Me: Lao shi....(talks about instrument thing, cannot say as its private)
LaoShi: oh, anyway, you want come perform on sunday?
Me: ahh !? Dont want lah... (feeling damn pai seh)
LaoShi: why dont want?
Me: Dont want lah, i very lousy. (laughs and feels even more pai seh)
LaoShi: Nevermind lah, treat as experience lah.
Me: Dont want lah ! (then continue talk about instrument thing)

Aft that, i chiong-ed to school, take one xiao ruan and cabbed down to DingLaoShi's house. I sat at downstairs her house for more than half a hour lah. LOLS. then i was praying that she wont talk about the performance again. HAHAS. In the end, when i was waiting for bus back to school, daddy offered to fetch me, provided that i help him move things. Then after everything, went to CityHall to meet Jasmine, Pig and someone. Then makan le jiu pei that someone go take pics. Damn tired i tell you. Aft that, i shall not continue. Kos it's rather saddening for us. HAHAS.

9 MORE DAYS TO FAHRENHEIT

CONCERT !

*SCREAMS*

爱的王道
当你走过身边
像晴天一道闪电
我有一种为你疯狂的感觉

大逆转的世界
风景整个都改变
因为我和你开始有接点

我该如何才能羸得
你对我微笑的脸
甜言蜜语应该跟着谁学

只要地球不毁灭
我就继续等待你
到永远还很久时间

我知道坚持就是爱的王道
对你的付出一定收得到
不动摇你就是我爱的王道
我的肩膀只让你依靠

爱是心甘情愿献出我的每一天
真心真意之外没别的策略
重点并不是你过去曾经属于谁
就是要爱你我不顾一切

我该如何才能羸得
你对我微笑的脸
甜言蜜语应该跟着谁学

只要地球不毁灭
我就继续等待你
到永远还很久时间

我知道坚持就是爱的王道
对你的付出一定收得到
不动摇你就是我爱的王道
我的肩膀只让你依靠

也许你的人缘太好
拥有许多男的朋友
但是有空可能看看
我的简讯我的mail
每次当你走过的时候
有种不知名的香味
只要想起你的一切
流汗流泪无所谓

深情是不退流行
能让你幸福的力量
可是我说不清楚
但我真想是这么想
你是我唯一想要
一起走一走笑一起老
come on now right now

我知道是你
爱你我的骄傲

我知道坚持就是爱的王道
对你的付出一定收得到
不动摇你就是我爱的王道
我的肩膀只让你依靠

爱是心甘情愿献出我的每一天
真心真意之外没别的策略
重点并不是你过去曾经属于谁
就是要爱你我不顾一切

2008-12-05T15:28:00.005+08:00

HELLOS SEXAYES, IM BACK.
HAHAS.
ok, i said like as if i went for a long holiday or what.
But it's the truth what. I was MIA in my blog.
ok, whatever.

anyway, im quite happy to see that there's still people reading my blog, despite it being kinda dead. im also disappointed at the same time, having people tagging on my "screaming board", insulting my DADDY GOD. Are you jealous of my PERSONAL RELATIONSHIP with God or are you just lifeless? If you're insulting Him, it means that you're insulting me as well. In the first place, i didn't even insult or tell people how bad your God is. I only posted about my results and my praises to God. Since he's my Daddy, then why can't i praise Him? It's my blog, my say. you have no rights from stopping me to believe that He helped me. I want to praise Him you also cannot do anything right? Then in the first place, you should've kept these stupid comments to yourself instead of creating a commotion here. Do you know you just spammed my tagboard? If you "kan bu shun yan" about how i praise Him, then don't read my blog. If you wanna tag, please don't be a coward and tag as "passerby". If you feel that i've insulted your God, then you should let me know. You should respect other people's religion and God if you want your religion and God to be respected by us. And regarding the "father go your temple thing, i know nothing about it. And i have not heard anything regarding it. Also not i tell people go your temple one. You come MY TAGBOARD to complain for what? LOLS.
ok, you should feel honoured that i blogged a whole big chunk about you.

LALAS, im just bored everyday. HAHAS.
gonna have a mini "concert-marathon"
Saturday - Band Concert
Sunday - Chinese Orchestra concert
Monday - watching dance performance

anyone has any PC games CD-ROM to lend? Im bored lah.
I've finished all the PC games in my laptop.
Including cake mania, Jenny's fish shop, GoGo Gourmet, First Class Flurry, blah blah blah.
ok, the names may look gay and lame, but they're actually quite fun ok? Go try it. I like games like cake mania and Diner Dash. so fun lah ! ok, im crazy.

14 days/ 2 weeks to FAHRENHEIT CONCERT.

*SUDDENLY GET HIGH AND SCREAMS*

TAGS to reply(lazy type in tagboard):
Shuo Feng - i finally update. HAHAS.
Joyce - actually, i also scared the kuai ban. HAHAS. :D
YongQuan - will link soon lah. aiyo. When's your hols?
Nicholas - 208 ! 280 misses you as well. How's life? Or are you lifeless like me, rotting at home? HAHAS. go out soon ! (:
Thanks to Kaye, Anon, Guowei and another passerby(did i miss out anyone else?) who helped me shoot the passerby.

2008-11-12T18:27:00.002+08:00

ok, i finally can use the internet and blog :D

interested to know my results?
*TA-DAAAAA*

EL - B3
CHINESE - A1
MATHEMATICS - C5 (although i scored B3 for EOY paper)
SCIENCE(CHEM,BIO) - A2
COMBINED HUMANS - B3
POA - A1
F&N - B3

Total : 482/700
Percentage : 68.9
Class position : 1/33
L1R4 : 10
L1R5 : 15
Comments : Jolene demonstrates intellectual capacity to learn and adapt to changing situations. Academically, she is a practical and perservering student who settles for nothing but the best in all her undertakings. A confident student who projects enthusiasm at all times, she diaplays a strong interperonal competence.

See? good comments. told you im a guai kia ok?
HAHAS.
cool right? only got 1C.
&i also topped 3C ok? mai siaosiao ok. i got study can?

But im actually still not contended with my E.Maths.
hahas. must work hard.
Thanks to God, it's all God's grace.

anyway, we'll be having a pushcart competition organised by Republic Poly.
Please come and support out pushcart, Last Minute.
hahas. weird name.
It's on the 17th nov, monday, 10am - 8pm
and 18th nov, tuesday, 10am - 2pm
(if im not wrong about the timing)
please come and support us.
There's handmade accessories, hair accessories, beautiful table lamps, spongebob items and more ! (: help us spread to your parents and friends. We're much appreciated.

2008-10-17T20:46:00.002+08:00

SEXAYES :D
i'm proud to announce my results.
Anyway, don't get too shocked and fall off from your chair or drop your jaw. Be sure to catch it back if it really falls. HAHAS. sorry for the exaggeration.

English P1:
Letter writing - 19/30
Composition - 16/30
English P2:
Comprehension - 14/25
Summary - 21/25

Social Studies - 38/50

Chemistry - 42/65
Biology - 36.5/65

Food&Nutrition - 56.5/100

Chinese P1 - 51/70
Chinese P2 - 46/70
Listening Comprehension - 12/20

POA - 89/100
(this is not the shocking point yet, i got pay attention one ok? HAHAS ! )

E.Maths P1 - 62/80
(wow right? I got highest in class for this paper)
E.Maths P2 - 56/100

now, im gonna describe about my Maths paper. HAHAS.
P2 was kind of expected to be lousy. Anyway, i've been failing Maths since Pri 4. Not exaggerating. Although i passed my common tests, my definition of failing since Pri 4 meant all the Major exams like mid year and etc... Like hello? I finally passed my E.Maths. Such a great achievement lah ! Then somemore B3. hahas. Miracles do happen. Im a classic example (:
Anyway, the reason behind my E.Maths result is : doing ten years series. That's Mr.Yeo's suggestion and it helped me a lot. I've been staying back late with clique plus dengju they all until quite late. I've been extremely hardworking ok? I decided not to let my family members down by failing my E.Maths all the time. And i was talking to Mel on the phone and told her that im used to saying :" I failed Maths" everytime when people ask about my results. HAHS.
ok, The big wooha about my results this year is not only about E.Maths but POA as well. I got pay attention to Mdm Soo's class ok? I so guai... hahas. Everyone were like concerned about my POA marks then they all will reply :"you go die lah" when i tell them my marks. HAHAS. so many people ask me to die. ): &&i thought my SS was gone case. and yea, i managed to get quite ok, even though not very good. HAHAS.

anyway, CO intensive training starting=.= Gonna get stucked to my erhu, if not, gaohu. Then i'll be like "music siao". Then it'll be like last year's SYF season. I'll start to hear different random parts of the SYF songs by random instruments in my ear. Ok, I guess Shermin understands my point.

yawns, im tired.
going for D.A.R.E Service tmr.
I feel so excited everytime we're going service :DD

God, You made me who i am now............

2008-10-14T21:09:00.006+08:00

HEY SEXAYES ! :D
Time really flies and it flew very fast this year.
Our seniors have graduated this afternoon, carrying on with their lives and dreams.
Shermin sent me and others whom she know, this msg ystd night:
"Tmr will be the last day of school. It'ss be officially the last day we will meet as school-mates. I'm setting aside everything unhappy we might have been through. I'll remember that you've played a part in my life. Be it happy or sad, good or bad, i still regard you as my best friend(:

LOVE YOU! & TC!"

ok, it may not seem a lot to you all, but although she didn't only sent this to me, i wanted to cry immediately i see this. anyway, this post shall be dedicated to all those seniors who made my life in Yuying somewhat a little more colourful, esp SHERMINONGSHUWEN.
From the start, i knew her through my sis as she was my sis's junior. From the beginning, she had an impression that i loved curry puffs and i eat them until my whole shirt gets the crumbs. Slowly, as she takes the same bus with me, i start to know her even better. With many CO practices, we often take the same bus tgt. Although we weren't close in the beginning, as the usual quiet me, i often kept quiet throughout. She initiated the talk. She was the first senior that really made me treat her as not only a senior, but the bestest friend. Throughout these short 3 years in Yuying, she was always there for me, encouraging me and everything. She was the first person who treated me so well. When i was in sec 2, i had quarrellings with friends and ended up being lonely all the time. As i was a quiet and shy girl then, i don't make a lot of friends in CO. After quarrellings with anyone, i would always vomit out all my unhappiness to her. (ok, i pity her. HAHAS.) Few months before today when i had a bit of "cold war" with my clique, only Lynn and her were there for me. She didn't cared if the rest of the people disliked me or what. She just carried on to be there for me. She not only always there for me but for everyone else. I could share my happiness, anger, sadness and joy to her.

TO MY DEAREST SHERMINONGSHUWEN;
I'll always remember you not as a friend,
not as the bestest senior,
but as the bestest FRIEND and SISTER.

Good Luck for your future endeavours and i hope that you quickly decide where to go after graduating before its too late. HAHAS. And all the best for your "O"s ! Im sure you're able to do it ! The road is very bitter and tough now, but after all these hardwork, im sure that you'll reap beautiful results :D <3
See? I still keep this photo ! HAHAS. We'll meet up for the usual dinners, movies and shoppings again ok? Please keep in mind that dinners after CO won't be fun without you! (:

With BIGBIGHUGEHUGE♥;
JOLENETEOWEITIAN :D

P.S: i cried while typing this...

2008-10-13T21:34:00.006+08:00

Im back once again, excited to share with you my wonderful happenings :D

&I OFFICIALLY ANNOUNCE THE END OF MY EXAMINATIONS.

woohoo~

finally, after so many days of chiong-ing, worries, burning of midnight oils and "-.-" eyes, the examinations are over ! But there's an empty feeling in me. Maybe chiong too hard, then everything suddenly come to an end. Anyway, the end of the examinations mark the start of some fun! Gonna go out with clique to sentosa, cycling, steamboat, sakae and many many more... We'll be extremely busy ok! Must ask my secretary before dating me :P

SATURDAY and SUNDAY:

went out with Emilia to PS to buy fahrenheit concert tickets ! (:

$168 + $3( sistic charge) = $171

UBER HAPPY NOW ! :DDDDDDDDD
&i OFFICIALLY ANNOUNCE MYSELF HALFWAY BROKE. hahas.

after that, went to far east to get Emilia's suspenders and Show Luo merchandises. Aft that went to vivo to buy stuffs. Met Minli tgt with Yusen at hougang mall. Makan le den went to NTUC buy stuffs. Then something embarrasing happened. Mel thought Yusen was in front of her then she went to tap the STRANGER three times (quite hard) then when he turned, Mel immediately apologised then turned and face me, making us laugh like siao char bo. Then got this particular guy wearing black formal keep looking at us like as though we mad. HAHAS ! interesting uh? Ask us to demonstrate if you happen to see us. HAHAS. aft that, went to REDMAN to get donut stuffs. In the end, it was closed. We so angry until we banged the door like siao. Then went back to NTUC to get those stuffs. Went Mel house watch TV a while jiu start to fry donuts. After that melt chocolates. & i made an interesting one. Meet Mr. Carrot (:

Handsome ain't he? HAHAS. Eunice predicted that Minli will be the first to knock out. Followed by char, me den Mel. In the end, Mel knocked out first. then Minli then char and me woke them up. aft that, mel offered us to sleep in her mom's room (: we slept at around 2 plus i think. Then woke up at 10plus. not bad huh? hahas. Then we went bugis to get some stuffs. makan le jiu went home. then went to AMK hub for dinner.

TODAY:
had workshop from 9am to 4pm. They invitd this ex-conductress a.k.a ex-SYF judge a.k.a Psychitrist(how to spell?). so cool right? now he works as a psychitrist in IMH. Then he shared a lot about leadership with us. Learnt a lot... ok, after that went to Compass point with Lynn. Went to bought Yusen's belated present. Gonna surprise him tmr. a real "SHOCKING" one. hahas. then reached home around 8plus 9.

Mama unhappy again. I really seriously think that she has menopause. No kidding. She's been giving us attitude and everything since the past few weeks. Like wth la. So unfair you know? I never do anything wrong. Talk to her nicely end up kena scolded, shouted and she even close drawers or whatever loudly. Seriously la, if you're unhappy with me, can't you just say out? You're making jiejie and i hate this house you know? You know why we don't like to go home early? It's because you nag even before we settle down. We just step into the house and all you do is nag and scold after one whole hard day in school. You always say you're tired and the only one doing all the household chores. Didn't jie and i help? You used to say that we didn't help in front of Daddy. Then now even Daddy nags and tells us to help you whenever he sees me. I really feel like avoiding you, avoiding th whole world. Hide myself under the blanket on my bed. I feel so tired everyday. More of mentally than physically. I know you do things that are for our own good. But have you ever thought about the things that you taught us? Have you wondered if you have taught us in the right or wrong way? You just love to scold and nag. I know you don't want to. But can't you try to be more patient? You know what's scold and talk less, listen more? You expect others to respect you when you don't even respect us.
i've had enough. I wanna burst it out loud. But nobody understands and nobody would bother. I really need my mentally strength back...

God, give me the power please.....

2008-09-30T21:47:00.002+08:00

HEY SEXAYES !
ohmygod.
havent been blogging since my birthday. 190808.
WONDERFUL yea?
sorry lah, been having lots of activites and everything going on like my birthday, my mother's birthday, teacher's day, so on and forth.
&finally, i have the chance to blog tday (:
SAY YAY :DDD

anyway, lots of things happened within this ast one month.
whether is it good or bad,
as usual, LET BYGONES BE BYGONES bah. (:
As days flies and say byebye, our exams start to greet us.
Time to mug hard and chuck all the games and everything into the closet.
Been staying back after school EVERY SINGLE DAY.
be it in the canteen, classroom or wherever. im surely in school.
of course, the great friends that i'm studying with should not be forgotten (:
LynnWEE, MelissaONG, GOHminli, JasmineLIN and ONGdengju have been studying with me these few days. &not missing out our weekly MON and FRI dinners with the ONGS (:
i feel that i have so much revision and everything to do. But each time i try to dig out things from my bag, the studying materials are limited.
SO, i decided to make my first move. BUY MATHS TYS. argh/
my sis lost hers and i cant use hers. sad for me, i've to buy ):
im chiong-ing Maths now and hope that i'll not fail. I dont expect to get flying colours, i just want to pass and at least improve to get a B4 or C5 instead of C6 and E8 all the time.
anyhoos, I GOT MY I/C
EMILIA : i finally got it :D
hahas. randomness again. back to where we stopped....

Exam Dates:
o31oo8 - E.Maths Paper 1.
- Social Studies
o61oo8 - Principles Of Accounts
o71oo8 - English Paper 2
- Science(Biology)
o81oo8 - E.Maths Paper 2.
- Food&Nutrition
o91oo8 - Mother Tongue Paper 2
1o1oo8 - Science(Chemistry)

ROARS :O
so far, i've been doing lots of E.Maths practices that Mr.Yeo gave ok?
im practising hard not to fail my E.Maths lah ! LALAs.
&POA shouldn't be a very big problem as i got most of my basic understood and i am attentive to what Mdm Soo says. Im a very attentive girl in school ok? Don't *vomit*. Anyway, i think Mdm Soo is a very nice and passionate teacher. Im not bootlicking her lah. But it's the fact. She's fierce but actually, she cares a lot deep inside. If she don't care, will she be telling us to copy notes and explain it to us? Actually, all she have to do is just zapping worksheets and notes and leaving us to rot. But she took the hard way.... HAHAS.
The big problem is with my Biology. i dont even know what Mrs Peh talking lah. i dont understand. Ask aleady still dont understand. lols. nvms, shall read notes.

Anyway. mummy have been exceptionally nagging, scolding, quarrelling and shouting at me. She seems to have so much problem with me lah. It's like my EOY exams are coming. Come on lah, SUNDAYS are for us to rest, not to do housework. I know it's unfair to let you do everything yourself. But im mugging hard. All of you will nag and scold if i dont score well right? Since september, i've already emphasised to you that i'll be spending less time with you and everything because i need to study. Saturdays are my priority studying day. None of you can take it away except GOD. You keep saying that im lying and im going on a date or going out with my friends instead of studying. Please lah, which dumbdumb will bring a chemistry textbook to fake to go study and go out? I'll rather bring a thinner book leh. Idiot lah. Then at home when i talk to her nicely, she wants to quarrel. She scold me i of course bu shuang what. Then worst still, i never argue. I talk nicely. Then she say i kp. Then lose already dont know what to say jiu scold me KNN or CB. wtf la? she's scolding more and more vulgarities everyday lah. thus, influenced me. Then LynnWee complains that i getting more vulgar. HAIS, what to do?

OH YEA, speaking about Saturdays, i went to church last last Saturday with Lynn, Minli and Jasmine. Had so much fun there lah. i rmbered the last time i went to service was like 2 years ago? Even before i accepted christ. During worship, all of us were so high. And best of the best, Minli and Jasmine accepted christ :D Then i decided to register to this church, deciding not to shift anymore. HAHAS. D.A.R.E ! (: I must really Thank God for giving me the chance to go to understand and feel your power. Without You, i don't know how to live on. You're always there by my side when i need You. You always work miracles and wonders for us. GOD - My Heavenly PaPa (:

Anyways, those who need help in any subjects that you think i can make it, feel free to sms and ask me out or look out for me after school especially in the canteen or Saturdays at White Tangerine. But, make sure that the subjects that you want me to teach is those that im ok with. Dont ask me those that i CMI. hahas, esp BIO. :DD

You helped me to find my identity and know who i am.
You let me know who you really are and let the faith in me grow....

2008-08-19T21:54:00.001+08:00

a lot of you are interested on what happened on my birthday right?
HAHAS.
not gonna tell you all now.
=X
beg me lah !
no lah, im gonna tell you all on the next post kos it's late already.
Just wanna let you all know that......

THERE'S 2 MORE HOURS TO THE END OF MY BIRTHDAY.
COME AND SPAM MY PHONE (:
HAHAS.

2008-08-17T11:45:00.006+08:00

2 more grand days to MY BIRTHDAY.
anyway, so what?
hahas.
randomness lahs, cant blame me. please get used to it.

anyways, since it's a sunday and everyone in the family is free,
we decided to have cake cutting today. WEE :D
A big THANK YOU to my dearest CARRIETEOWEIZHI.
wonderful sister huh. Bought such a gorgeous and delicious cake for me.
Let me present the star to you (:

It's heavenly nice ok? HAHAS.
too bad, no cake for you all.. nehnehnipoopoo =X
go pray that your siblings will be nice and buy it for you birthday.
anyways, most of our birthday cakes are round. so we'll cut in that "slice" manner.
So, Daddy was very cute lah. It's a squarish cake. Then he went to cut it into the same as the "slice" shape instead of small square shapes. Then i asked why. And so, he explained to me the simple theory in a way like he's a professor. My dad's cool huh?

At the end, it turned out to have a very weird shape.

Anyways, praying for the 7 month and everything happened in the morning. Then, all the cooking and everything happened straight after the praying is done. There was a wide spread lah. Like some party or what. Have roasted pig, roast pork meat, chicken, duck etc....
Then, after makan, popcorn making begins ((:
Despite all the oily oily hands and the trouble washing the wok, everyone agreed that the popcorn tht i made was nice. HAHAS. feel so honoured.

In conclusion, i seem to be a part time maid today lah. Did all the brushing of floors outside house and inside house. Ranging from kitchen to toilet. Sad huh? By the way, since 1 woke up at 10plus till 6.30, i have not bathed. like OMG right? Then now i finally feel very clean.

17o8o8

LEONLEEMINGZHI'S BIRTHDAY.

so....
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LEON,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.
祝你生日快乐,
祝你生日快乐,
祝你生日快乐~
祝你生日快乐.

hahas.
AND i know since my sister's the best human being on Earth ever( other than me) , she asked me this ystd.

C: You know the LittleMiss Bag?
J: yea, why? Oh, i told Nic to buy for me. HAHAS !
C: chey, i wanted to share it with Gary.
J: ohh, really? Then nvm lor, i tel nic not to buy.
C: what's the problem with you man? siao ar. HAHAS.
J: nothing la, i must let you pay. i diedie want this expensive gift from you.

hahas, lame right? i dont know why. then i go msg nic, tell him dont need buy. i will pai seh one. tel the two pathetic snail couple to buy. HAHAS.

anyway, Shermin msged me ystd afternoon:
S: Are you free tmr?
J: why?
S: no la, i want to buy a birthday present that you like. Not those that you will put aside and let dust accumulate on it.
J: see ba, but i really dont know what i want.
S: i thought you wanna buy a pencil case?
J: *remembers about the pencil case i chanced upon at bugis junction*
oh yea hor ! hahas. see lo. meet where and etc......
then, later at night...
Mummy: ehh, tmr need to pray outside for the 7 month thing lehs. must help hor.
J: huh, until what time? My friend jio me out lehs.
M: you having common test now still want go out. go out for what? Study ar?
J: hehes, no lah. want go out walkwalk lor.
M: tel your friend cannot lah, need to help me do a lot of things.
J: huh, ok lor. ):
Then, i sent shermin a text msg.
J: eh, sorry lehs. tmr not free ler. need to help mum pray the outside 7 month thing.
S: Oh, then we shall see when can we go out to buy your present lor.

sad sia. so end up stucked at home.
i so wanna go kbox and sakae buffet lah~

SINGAPORE VS CHINA
TABLE TENNIS
FIGHTING FOR GOLD.
@ 7.30pm tonight.
MUST WATCH.
HOPE SINGAPORE GET GOLD.
AHHH !! GO SINGAPORE GO ! :D

2008-08-15T21:26:00.003+08:00

Im finally like, back?
HAHAS.
thanks to the stupid common tests lahs.
so sorry for not updating.
anyways,
look at the date.
4 more days.
HOW GREAT LAH !
anyway, between my previous post and this post,
many unwanted happenings happened unfortunately lah.
shall not talk about it.
LET BYGONES BE BYGONES.

oh ya,
Morris passed his "easy-pissing off" to me.
he gets pissed off easily lah.
then CherylYap also become like him.
then passed on to me.
Bio was bad just now.
not the test, but before the test.
TiaLiXian kept making noise and MrsPeh kept arranging the tables =.=
makes my blood rush.

im a busy woman now ok?
i think im becoming a bookworm soon lah.
im trying to balance CO and Studies.
We're rushing to finish the song, then, here comes common tests.
great huh?
worst things about being er-hu senior:
1) you have to tune more than 25 er-hu.
2) You have to be like their secretary, know every single thing about the score. If don't know, then kena from Conductress.
3) Im changing to gaohu, but i still have to know erhu. Then, erhu is split into two parts.
Erhu1 and Erhu2. Im supposed to be Erhu1, but marvellously, all my juniors come rushing and ask how it is played. So, in the end, im supposed to know.
4) I think that erhu is the most talkative section of all. Maybe because of the large amount of people? Or maybe because they ARE talkative. Then again, have to do noise control, shhhh-ing them, making myself become the baddie ):
5) I have to be very focus all the time. If not, i first one to kena.
6) My 音 have to be accurate, if not, also kena.
In conclusion, in everything i do, i must be careful. If not, kena.
HAHAS.
But on the other hand, cute juniors sometimes make you happy. Although most of the time, they make you dont know whether to laugh, cry or be mad. But anyway, they are a nice bunch of juniors ok? Esp the sec 1s (:
ROAR, enough of CO shit. hahas.

Check out our CO blog ! :D

PS: 208, i want LittleMissNaughtyBag )):
Love,
Jolene.

2008-07-31T22:20:00.002+08:00

HEY SEXAYES;
hahas.

boring school life as per normal.
sians/
can school life get any better?
anyways, there'll be a dance competition for the sec 3s.
&im not chosen.
HURRAY :D
i dont think i got the talent to dance lah[although i learnt ballet during my younger days]
i got more interest in instruments, music, singing etc.
hahas, gonna help with the banner i guess.

oh yea,
today's debate between Nurulhuda and Shahidin was damn funny can?
lols.
&Benjamin is gonna create our class blog soon.
our debate videos gonna be posted up.
omg, throw face lah !
hahas.

having blocked nose in process.
so, if any of you see me being moody,
let me clarify.
im not being EMO or what.
it's just that my blocked nose makes me irritated.
and makes me pissed.
hahas, i'll try to control and SMILE more lah.

It's 1st Aug today...
which means....
4 more days to start of common tests.
7 more days to zero8 run@ bishan park.
8 more days to National Day.
11 more days to Yong Quan's future freedom.
16 more days to ~~LeonLEE~~; "fara lee" 's birthday.
18 more days to MY BIG WHAMWHAM BIRTHDAY.
19 more days to Morris' birthday.
wow, so many things happening.
HAHAS. I just love August lah.

common tests coming soon.
ohmygod.
BUCKUP, JOLENE TEO !

2008-07-29T22:38:00.002+08:00

JIE's staying overnight at clarke quay for manymany days.
BOOHOO. so sad for her. i have the whole bed you know?
i have aircon, fan everything i want.
i smell so nice of HerbalEssences Shampoo and conditioner and FollowMe soap.
you smelly smelly princess !
hahas.
Carrie Teo, feel honoured to have me to post one paragraph about you lah ! =P

there'll be debating tomorrow ):
i hate it.
i dont like debating. scared that fara lee rebut me.
stupid lah !
i sure LL one ok?
i admit im noob at debating and quarrellings.

just now accompanied LYNN and EMILIA for their sectionals.
then GUOLAOSHI thought i chairman.
then he assume that i know everything.
tell me teach them.
lols, poke me so hard somemore ):
now i know why LYNN dont wanna let him know that she's the chairman.
HAHAS.
it's not like as if they dont know how to play lah.
they need time to be familarised with the score right?
new score somemore lehs.
for your info, we changd our SYF song.
conductress and instructors think that it's too difficult for us.

urgh/
tests coming our way.
more tests here and there.
POA test tmr.
Chem test on thurs=.=

just had Maths and POA test.
):
i scared i'll fail Maths again.
im sick of failing it ok?
i have a stupid problem of the unability to memorise the stupid formulas.
hais...

studystudystudy.
mugmug hard !

you said you'll wait.

2008-07-24T21:08:00.002+08:00

Everyone missed me right? :D
hahas. ok, i know im bhb.
anyways, been very busy these few days and don't have the time to blog.
Have been paying attention in class lately especially Maths.
&i feel that as long as i want to and am willing to, im able to concentrate and understand.
In the past, i always give myself excuses and thought that my understanding is bad. But it seems that it's alright. The problem lies with myself. And also, the class is also kind of noisy esp with those 2 people.

oh yea,
got good news to share.
i "upgraded" to gaohu.
yeayea. kind of shocked.
but not really confirmed yet.
only ONGSHUWEN understands.
HAHAS.

common test coming round the corner.
oh yea, speaking about "corner", my 转角遇到爱 already finishing.
BUT, the last espisode VCD spoil=.=

went to WEE's house to study with JUJU, YUSEN&REB (:
aft that cabbed to hougang point.
then YUSEN cut hair. HAHAS. The slope so funny. damn cute.
now i pity boys. tsktsktsk.
then met 208 and Val. went NTUC walkwalk a while then went home soon aft that.

i so wanna buy a memory card la.
despo sia.
phone memory finishing.
SO MANY SONGS I WANNA PUT INTO MY PHONE LA!
i wanna find time.
i need time.
i need to go to gym.
i need to go jogging.
i need to work to earn money.

Currently trying to help zhang bin to print the namelist.
always bullying me.
HAHAS.
idiot la.
nvms, 年轻让老 (:

going BBQ tomorrow with Emilia for Parry outing.
It's just a small group one la.

Shall continue doing my things now.
SeeYou.

PS : there's this person staying downstairs who keep playing erhu.
But play until KNS. somemore very late le still playing. disturb all neighbours around.
inconsiderate la ! what a neighbour man !

2008-07-14T22:46:00.003+08:00

IM BREAKING DOWN SOON...
all these problems start to arise.
Family, Friends, Studies...
everything....
it all just appear together. why?
i hate to do things that i hate, &forced to.
why can't you just understand?
im don't feel a sense of secure and belonging anywhere.
im just like an extra or what.
i feel pressure.
i can't even talk to anyone.

i need a shoulder to lean on.

2008-07-12T12:04:00.006+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EMILIA :D
MY SHOWOFFQUEK.
it's like, finally her birthday lah.
time flies.
hahas.
gnna go out with them tomorrow bahs.
LAO PENG YOU gathering.
those known for 3 years de.
HAHAS.
&i spent the whole 3 days to do SHOWOFFQUEK's birthday thing ok?
ystd night chiong-ed. kos i wanna watch my 转角遇到爱.
bought a pair of pumps for her last month tgt with lynn, yu lynn and mel.
and i ordered something else for her other than this birthday thingy.
dont know when can get it.
but SHOWOFFQUEK, feel sad. kos it's not some idol thingy.
HAHAS.

7 YEARS LE.
KNOW HER FOR S-E-V-E-N YEARS LE LAH !
we were from the same primary school and same CCA. then, we came to the same secondary school and even entered the same CCA. QUEK, i miss netball times. ):

ok,
ystd had 大合奏.
(PS: quek, it's 大合奏, not 大合周!)
then ding laoshi teach us some part den sent us out to practice on our own.
wa, teach them like hell. all blur sotong.
dont understand.
HAHAS.
JUNIORS MUST JIA YOU OK?!
SENIORS BUCK UP LA ! LATER THEY CATCH UP. =X

mummy's nt at home (:
anybody wants to come my hse? hahas. just kidding.

i rmbr quek,
ohmysky, whatabitch!

THANKS FOR WISHING MY FRIEND TO DIE EARLY WHEN IT'S HER BIRTHDAY.
YOU'LL DIE EARLIER INSTEAD.
CURSING PEOPLE MAKES YOU GET CURSED FIRST.
HAHAS !
&i know you're reading this.
say people humji, you ownself write so small. still hide it.
OMG !

2008-07-08T21:48:00.003+08:00

Ohmygod, whatabitch !
:D

my new phrase.
HAHAS.
&emilia though me the "ohmygod" sign that xiaozhu and xiaogui do.
SO CUTE LAHS.
hahas, im so enjoying the madness with girlfriends la.
so fun, esp during CO.
got weewee and showoffquek, nothing is boring.

accompanied them during CO today and did homework at the back of the classroom.
so long never see GUOLAOSHI. hahas. still as cute as ever.
ohyea, i miss ZHANGBIN ):

anyways, im starting to get the kick of concentrating in class even with distractions around.
unlike OTHER PEOPLE, i CAN motivate myself la.
that's why the noise is not affecting me.
BUT, i need some brushing up ((:

shall blog about ystd's outing.
met DENGJU at my house's voiddeck and went AMK to meet SHOWOFFQUEK.
then went far east buy stuffs, jiu go meet RUJUN, EUNICE, FARIZUAN&JASMINE at x-zone.
pplay basketbal and bishibashi like siao. arms aching la !
after that, went JustAcia to makan. LEON joined us. laughd and crapped as usual.
SHOWOFFQUEK went home den we go bugis street buy stuff.
after that went junction eat earthquake@swensens.
LEON left early as well. then took 80 to kovan.
on the way damn funny sia, laughd like nobody's business.
then EUNICE&JAS went home while RUJUN,FARIZUAN,DENGJU&I went to HGpoint.
go makanmakan slackslack den went home.
talkd about SOMETHINGS with FARIZUAN at the bus stop.
kind of shiok sitting at the bus stop.
like what i've told MEL, it feels so cool and free.
&FYI, DENGJU took only 6 buses in his life. like S-I-X buses?!
80, 112, 72, 62, 854 and 88.
(:
thanks to me, he has 88 and 80 on his list.

i wanna go out again la.
i so wanna go out to celebrate SHOWOFFQUEK's birthday la !
be her friend for 7plus years le. first time celebrate sia ):
feel sad for us. finally opportunity came (:

ifyouthinkyoucanwinus, THINK TWICE.
imsonotgoingtobemercyla.
GOODLUCK:D

2008-07-06T19:04:00.002+08:00

hey sexayes,
im sure a lot of you missed me yea?

hahas, everyone's complaining about it.
i've not been blogging as school re-opened. and have lots of assignments and stuffs to rush.
finally cleared those late ones.
((:

today stayed at home the whole day.
cool huh? LOLS.
so boring la.
esp when im stucked with mama.
did my maths homework and chinese proj.

oh yea,
YYSCO performed on Friday 040708 at night.
辛苦了 !
hahas. playd the usual, nan er dang zi qiang.
practiced damn hard ok? esp this time it's the first performanc for the sec 1s.
sec 1s, not bad ! keep it up ! you all did us proud (:
and dinglaoshi came back.
missed her like hell la,
although she scolds us. but she's veryvery nice ok?
she bite only when she's provoked.
we had a stupid sandwich and beef burger for dinner.
so dry can?
hahas.
the softball people suddenly shouted :"CO ROCKS" for us when we rehearsal-ing.
THANKS ! (:
and according to leon, i was told that everytime we practiced the song, they must do push ups kos they forgot to bring their equipments. and yea, they were punished. so sad.
should've played more time.
HAHAS ! =X
after performance, went to find ben goy and shuofeng with lynn. then they were playing with the drink stall auntie's son. so cute la ! and it seems that he likes ben goy. and hates shuofeng =X
anyway, shuofeng said we damn boring la. everytime this song. HAHAS.
but the prob is, this is the only song we can play confidently la !
and we put a lot of effort ok? (:
after performance went to mac slack till quite late.

SATURDAY went to kovan hub for LOCD.
our class game damn interesting la.
ask me for more info =X

then after that actually intended to go mac study with mel.
but after that didn't feel like. then slacked a while at 3C's stall.
den mel went church with her sis.
wanted to go. but kos a lot of unknown ppl there. pai seh. ahahs.
then went bugis with simone, eunice and rujun.
ate pepper lunch.
then after that go home le jiu go orchard meet sis.
she's working at isetan scotts.
then go makan at food republic at wisma. the fish soup so nice !
then reached home ard 12.
tired la !
then woke up at 12.22.

chiong-ing homework until now. just finished (:

shall go makan le. MISS ME :D

2008-06-18T22:27:00.004+08:00

Government's back with sis.
HAHAS.

Benson dakorkor started calling my mom government.
kos quite true la. she controls everything.
worst than government.
anyway, they bought strawberries fresh from cameron highlands for me :D

&dearest rie bought this box of fresh strawberries coated with chocolate for me from cameron highlands. it's like those you see in esplanade.
oh my god. love you like shit la ! <3

ok, HsihJiang and Lynnwee are starting this "money passing game".
It started off with the pact that they made.
HsihJiang promised that he'll treat Lynnwee a mac meal if she her maths grade hit his target. In the end, her grades didn't. So, it was right for her to treat him.
Then, he didn't wanna accept the offer. But he had no choice. Kos Lynn went to the counter and paid before he could. Then, in order to return Lynn the money, he tried all ways and means to stuff the damn $5 into her textbook, bag and anywhere he could. Then, to give it back to HsihJiang, Lynn also tried all ways and means to stuff it back to him. In the end, Varian, KuanSheng, Stephanie&I got involved as well=.=
After 2 days of passing, guess what? The damn $5 ended up here with me.
Stupid HsihJiang, Varian&KuanSheng.
idiots la !

Freedom lost.
No more hanging out late at night.
I will miss the night life.
I love the breeze and serenity of the night.
i just love sitting at the bus stop late at night,
being able to think and reflect without disturbance.
AWWW, MAN ! ):

THANKS FOR HATING ME.
BECAUSE I DONT GIVE A FUCK DAMN.
HAPPY HATING :D
ps: it'll do you no good !

2008-06-17T21:25:00.002+08:00

For the first time, im blogging without any feelings in me.
i feel very numbed.
i dont know why.

i seem to be bringing trouble to everyone around me.
esp clique, benson da korkor and yong quan korkor.
make me feel damn guilty.
since sunday night, benson dakorkor and yong quan korkor have been accompanying me kos mom and sis went cameron highland.

Sunday went out to study with mel and emilia.
after that went AMK hub find them.
after tt went kovan ntuc there with benson da korkor.
den he sent me to bus stop take bus home.

monday met lynn and emilia at heartland for lunch and went school for CO.
emo shit teacher came late. &i feel irritated to talk to him.
I DONT LIKE HIM.
then after CO jiu went KFC for dinner with mel and shermin.
then after that went kovan ntuc to meet benson da korkor and yong quan korkor.
dont feel like going home. but yong quan korkor sent me to bus stop, so i cant dont go home=.=
then talked to phone with lynn and fariz.
then hang phone le a while more called benson da korkor.
talked until tired go sleep.

today went study with lynn.
then called hsih jiang to come.
then after that actually going to jog with yong quan korkor de.
but too late.
so went to jog myself.
then after jogging went mac for dinner.
sitting there like kuku.
then faster eat finish jiu go home
and here i am,
talking about my nonsensical days.

i feel like as though im bothering everyone.
i made everyone worry for me.
i feel guilty.
i dont know why.
i feel as if it's end of the world.
like as though there's no cure for anything.
but to think back, i have so many great girlfriends and korkors.
im afraid to give them more trouble.

something seemed to be troubling me.
but i just dont know what.

2008-06-13T19:35:00.003+08:00

AHHHHHHH....
i feel like screaming out sia.

IM SOSOSOSOSOSOSO HAPPY !
this is what happened:

i felt very bored as i already completed watching 花樣少年少女.
happy ending. HAHAS. ok, then i flipped through my notebook which had those contacts, qq and email of those china buddies. then, i happened to find one buddy with an msn account.
i added her to try my luck. see if she logs in. &i happened that today is friday. they can go home at 3pm and they must report back to school on sunday at 8pm. means, they're at home now. then suddenly, someone msn-ed me.
SHE : are you baozi's buddy?
ME: yes !
ME: can you help me ask if baozi has sent any letter to me?
and the conversation continues.
(btw, all our conversations are in chinese)
then, she called and asked my buddy. and my buddy says she already sent the letter to the post office. IM SO HAPPY !!
&Emilia and i troubled her a lot la.
REALLY BIGBIG THANK YOU !
btw, she's my buddy's class chairman. hahas.

aiyo,
my ear's giving me problems again.
it's blocking and i cant hear clearly.
it hurts la. fucking pain.
GOD, i pray for my ear to recover ):

moving on to more taiwan dramas !
&school's re-opening soon ):
so many things undone.
AHHHH...

2008-06-12T12:07:00.005+08:00

hey sexayes,
im back !
HAHAS.
went out on tuesday with ZYNN.
went The Cathay to catch The Chronicles of Narnia:Prince Caspian.
SO NICE CAN? OMG.

William Moseley as Peter Pevensie
Anna Popplewell as Susan Pevensie
Skandar Keynes as Edmund Pevensie
Georgie Henley as Lucy Pevensie
Ben Barnes as Prince Caspian

LIKE OMG LA !
WILLIAM MOSELEY IS SOSOSOSOSOSO CHARMING CAN?
DAMN HANDSOME LA !
he's only 21 years old.
Born on April 27, 1987
Full Name is WILLIAM PETER MOSELEY.
now you see the connection between his name and the name of his role in Prince Caspian?

hahas.
It's a must watch movie ok !
Rating by me : 4/5 :D

&&im watching Hana Kimi [花樣少年少女] now. HAHAS.
now still at episode 11.
i think episode 10 is damn funny. should go and watch ! (:

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Hurry and grab yours now at my blogshop !
please show your support to this blogshop.
it's created by Emilia and I (:

THANK YOU ! :D

2008-06-08T14:16:00.003+08:00

back to blogging (:

im seriously feeling very pissed la.
bloody bastard.
what the hell is he thinking sia?
he keeps coming to disturb HER.
like wth?
SHE already broke up with you for soooo long.
&you keep disturbing her, causing inconvenience to everyone.
ARGH.

hope GOD will help((:

ok, currently in my mom's shop at tampines.
she says all the aunties miss me :D
hahas. see? im so lovable.
im very bored la.
maybe will play viwawa or watch taiwan dramas ba.
ystd had performance at anchorpoint shopping centre.
first time screwed up. second time better.
today dont have to go. hahas.
laziness will overcome jolene. ):
too bad.

&& THANKS for your dark chocolate ! (:
you still rmbred my "mountain of dark chocolate".
but 70% is my limit la. i will die if you buy 99% !
hahas.

GOD bless me everyday(:

2008-06-06T15:58:00.003+08:00

FINALLY CAME BACK FROM CHINA. (:
hahas.
was damn fun can?
10 days of fun.
&i cried on the 9th day.
we all going back singapore le. den 舍不得 them.
&my buddy cried for the very first time in her life in school.
see how powerful emilia&i were?
hahas. she was forcing us to cry. then in the end emilia really cried, then followed by me. then slowly, my buddy cried. all her classmates shocked la. HAHAS.
i must download QQ la. the china students all use QQ. if nvr use then cannot contact them so easily. sms and call very expensive leh !

took lots of pics.
can view them in my friendster album.
oh ya, the students there very friendly. the boys quite gentleman.
hahas. maybe kos we were from another country, so they wanna respect us ba.
for them, they cannot take pic with one one of the opposite sex. which means cannot one girl one oy take one pic. must one whole group. then they cannot hold hand, cannot talk to the opposite sex privately. so restricted. then they say we very open-minded(:

they are very special. they got each a nickname. for my buddy, she's baozi.

so cute right? hahas !

then got hou zi, bai gou..... so many !
buy can only rmbr some.
hope she can faster write letter to me.
miss them sooooo much la.
got soooo many things to say to them.
AHHH....
i wanna go back to china):

2008-05-21T21:59:00.002+08:00

This post is dedicated especially to HOR ZHENG YI !

sorry, girlfriend.
sorry that i made you feel misunderstood.
i know how it feels to be blamed for something that you didn't do.
it was my fault afterall.
i jumped into conclusion without even getting the facts right.
i made you cry during assembly.
i didn't even notice that you cried until mel told me.
i hope you are reading this post.
i know your forgiving.
thanks for all the fond moments and thanks for forgiving my huge mistake.
i really hope that our girlfriend-ship will not be spoilt (:
you'll always be our dearest HORNY HOR !

♥ LOVE,
JOLENE TEO.
a.k.a
HORNY TEO.

ah ! PTC tmr. sian-ed.
im such a guai kia, need go for what sia? aiyo.
just finished shopping with mel, rujun and lynn at hougang point NTUC.
lynn and i were grabbing cup noodles as if we'll be seeking refuge in the bomb shelter for 10 days 10 nights. HAHAS. a bit exagerating la.

SOMEONE is starting to miss me already......
hahas ! :D

2008-05-20T12:58:00.003+08:00

73 words

HAHAS. 3 more than my previous record. oh yea.
now currently blogging in school.
stupid com lab.
com so lag.
shall blog later if can (:

miss me readers ! :D

shall continue my post. (:

went to com lab for more than 3 subjects.
damn cold la. hahas.
in the morning, our school had a powerpoint presentaion about the szechuan quake.
all the pictures were so....... so..... aiya, it made me very sad.
i dont know why. i start to sympathise them. we were told that they had to amputate their arms or legs in order to get out as the rocks and everything made their arms and legs stucked. but the students refused. they begged that their legs and arms cannot be amputated as they wanna study. when i hear this, i feel that we, Singaporeans are much well-to-do and fortunate then them. Yet, there are som,e of us who refuse to study hard. Think of those china students. They WANT to work hard. They WANT to study. Even in such situations, they still think of their future. Unlike some of us, lazing around. We ought to do something about our attitude. We SHOULD NOT be taking everything for granted.

i decided to do my part and donate for the szechuan quake people. the whole singapore's moving their lazy butts off their comfortable sofas and go to the china bank to donate. this is the way man. HAHAS. i dont know why lah. i feel very bad looking at the sze chuan quake thing. so many lives taken. we can learn many life lessons from this incident.

there is one mother who died as she embraced her baby tightly, protecting her baby.
In these situations, im sure most of the mothers would have done that. This is called mother love.

L-O-V-E. What exactly is love? is love referring to only BGR? i feel that we, teenagers should focus on our studies, family and friends instead of wasting our time on nonsensical relationships which would tie your future down. Unless the relationship is "healthy", i dont see a need to it. i feel that having more good friends and best friends mean more than having a relationship. In my case, i would rank my family FIRST. My friends SECOND. My relationship will of kos be behind my family and friends. my family and friends would always be there for me when i need them. They dont mind who we are. When we really need them, they will always be there for us. In some relationships, the other party will tend to look out for your looks or your family background. i dont mean that real true devotion is impossible. but nowadays, true love within teenagers are hardly found. My tuition teacher told me once. He had a friend who went into a relationship with his other friend. they had this relationship since pri school. until now, married for more than 20 years. SO LONG LA. wonder how they last. HAHAS. do you see these happenings nowadays? VERY SELDOM.

hahas. my point is, I DONT KNOW.
i think i just love crapping ba.

whatever it is, i really hope that all of you would make an effort to donate. PLEASE, i urge all of you to donate. i think donating to them mean more than having a PSP or any electronic devices. If you can effort electronic devices worth more than $200, im sure you have at least $2 right? Or your parents have at least $10 right? those szechuan people cant even play electronic devices. dome of us cant even survive without our phone or computers for one day. Imagine how they survive? They didn't die without electronic devices what. HAHAS.btw, i came across a website. each vocab word you get correct, they will donate 10grains of rice to those third world countries like africa. http://www.freerice.com.

MISS ME (:

2008-05-18T10:36:00.002+08:00

ok, im finally back from the LONG LONG MIA-ING.
:D

missed me so much right?
HAHAS.
everyone's waiting me to blog. i've been MIA-ing since Wednesday, 16 April.
& it's now Sunday, 18 May.
more than a month.
so, i APOLOGISE for not blogging.
actually, i wanted to blog, but i couldn't. not that i dont want to. how can i bare to MIA from my blog? hahas. my sis has projects and everything coming&she needs the internet. but in the end, she goes to friendster and blogs instead of working on her project. i also need all these ok? not only her. &i gave up the phone to her. or else we'll start quarrelling. i hate quarrels. so, JOLENE made a big sacrifice to give in the telephone and internet connection to her dear sister, CARRIE.
hahas. ain't that great? small sacrifice to prevent quarrellings. Daddy told me to fix the internet thingy& it's done. or else i wouldn't be using the internet now. HAHAS. my sis's in camp. a dont know what ulu place camp. hahas. didn't bother to rmbr where. &she'll only be back on monday evening. how great. INTERNET, PHONE AND BED.....ALL MINE ! hahas.

oh yeah, i;m going on a china trip to guiyang. guiyang is in guizhou by the way. We're going to the miaomiao middle school. hahas. they call "zhong xue" as "middle school" while we call it as "secondary school". they have direct translation la. hahas. im going for 10 days. from 25may to 3june. &after that, mummy&sis are going to cameron highland with my aunt. &they plus daddy are urging me to go. BUT I DONT WANT. i'll feel tired. hello? im going to CHEENA for 10 days. not 3 days. &i dont wanna waste daddy's money. i've already paid $670.40 for the damn cheena trip. excluding the money that im going to take from daddy for my expenses there. he's like forcing me to go la. i told him i DONT WANT. &all he can say is :" aiya, you all grow up alr la. know what you all are doing yourselves." =.= everytime say this. no creativity de. can memorise alr lo.

anyways, i got my results on friday (:
&to my horror, i failed 3 papers.
English P1
Letter writing - 19.5 /30
Composition - 20/30
English P2 - 16/25
Summary - 18/25

Cheena P1
letter writing - 15/20
composition - 31/50
cheena P2 - 55/70
listening compre - 14/20

Geography - 22/50

POA P1 - 27/40
POA P2 - 36.5/60

F&N - 24.5/100 ( cool huh?)

Science
biology - 28/50 (miracle happened, i passed oh yea !)
chemistry - 41/50 (now i know how chemistry rock ! )

E.maths P1 - 31/80
E.maths P2 - 47/100
(expected, i failed)

nice results huh?
i did badly. but i didn't cry. im strong ok? i wont cry over results.
crying does not help my results to improve.
i was shocked at my F&N marks.
can you imagine? btw, i didn't check the damn script as i was busy giving out the POA paper.
i was shocked by my POA as well. thought i would fail my P2.
&to my expectation, i failed e.maths. oh yea !
hahas. &&im very proud about my chemistry ! i won dengju by 1 mark :D

hais, results make people disappointed. especially those who have a lack of memory power like me. i memorised everything like siao. but when i get the paper, i forgot everything. &thanks to it, my geog and F&N failed. i cant blame anyone. i can only blame myself. &i forgot all the mensuration formulas. (btw, it's mensuration, not menstration) HAHAS.

ystd when to jog with mel at my house there. i jogged 5 consecutive rounds with stopping. and another 2 more with resting in between. and dengju came to meet us at 10plus. he damn violent ok? he's very ungentleman. oh ya, i think me and mel wasted the running. in the end, we went to buy ice cream and even a large coke. hahas ! in the end, i was forced to finish half of the large coke thanks to melissa ong's bus arrival =.=
i wanna jog again!!! hahas. im mad.

that's all i guess. shall try to blog more (:

see you guys ! dont miss me.

2008-04-16T22:09:00.003+08:00

Currently been away from blogging&i think a lot of you missed me.
HAHAS !
come on, dont be shy, ADMIT IT !
i have been having mood swings here and there and study groups almost everyday.
Mid-year exams are round the corner. Everyone mugging hard.
I must work hard. I dont want to be disappointed with my grades. I want to feel happy and proud with my grades. I hope that i will do well. Currently trying my best to complete my evaluation for F&N. God, may you guide me through for my F&N, POA and GEOG(:
God, may you guide us through our paper and bless us.
Had prayer meeting today. Lixian, Lynn, Leon, Guowei&i were there.
HAHAS ! we waited for leon for so long. lucky he came. if not we sure whack him.
hahas, just kidding.
after that went for lunch at canteen with lixian and lynn. talked a lot of things out but there's still more that i want to express. but sometimes, i feel it being difficult. I feel myself being naggy. Im afraid that my feelings may not interest others. they might get sick of what i want to say. Afterall, all of us are unique&special. I cant expect everyone to agree with me and be forced to sit down and listen to me.
So many changes are happening. what happened to us?
Due to some changes problems and misunderstandings, i feel that our "clique" no longer exists. I DESTEST people who LOVE to attract attention by acting emo and talking loudly. why must you attract people's attention. if that's what all you want, you succeeded halfway. everyone's caring for you instead of other friends that they have. You're turning our lives upside down. What are we? By-standers that you can grab to accompany you when you're lonely and throw away when you have a whole lot of friends crowding around you? PLEASE, just wake up. Dont always think yourself being pitiful. I feel that acting pitiful will not attract the right attention. I feel that i would make people sympathise you instead of giving you attention. is A-T-T-E-N-T-I-O-N that important to you? Look at yourself in the mirror. Do you think you have the rights to be with us? nah, i dont think so. the changes of you make all of us so horrifying. your once-cute-and-graceful personality had really changed. i seriously am speechless already..........

AHH...
i feel like throwing tantrums like a small kid but i cant.
i feel terrible having everything cope inside me.
i can predict that this would not be a smooth year for me.
i just want to cry out loud.
SOMEONE, make me cry !
i just wanna cry cry cry !!
):
i really feel extremely terrible inside me...

2008-04-06T22:18:00.007+08:00

LALALAs ~

SATURDAY;
met lynnwee at orchard. walkd to heeren and loitered in FLASHnSPLASH to find her sis's present but in the end, found nth. jiu walk to taka. bought something cute for junisa's belated belated birthday. lynn bought her "caterpillar" wallet. which looks like bacteria too. HAHAS !
head on to kovan mac for studying. prank call a lot of ppl. damn fun experience. HAHAS ! then we did lots of crazy stuffs as well. oh well, outing with lynnwee is always crazy.
PICS :

messytable

wee doing hmwk part<1>

wee doing hmwk part <2>

very engrossed...

stressed !

cam whoring sign <1>

craziness evidence.

caterpillar a.k.a bacteria look-alike wallet.

thread-like sweet we played with :D

TODAY,
met zhengyi in the afternoon. went dhoby ghaut xchange to makan. free flow of ice cream&drinks. ferlyn brought us there last saturday. the makan place is called : " Just Acia". It's kinda of nice but price a bit too high for us, students. but the free flow of ice cream and drinks will really make your money worth if you really drink a lot and love ice cream. there's a varitey of choice, so dont be worry. after tt walkd to bugis to buy my shoe and find bucket bag. searchd the whole place and found best deal - $15. good material. the shop where i bought my checkered bag that i bring to school. &guess what the uncle said? he didn't bring in my bag's new stock alr. which means my bad is very uncommon ! :D ok, zhengyi bought herself a rose pattern bucket bag which is white. &helpd emilia buy the same as well. my sis came to find us halfway while i was buying shoe. she had nthg to do at her boyf's studio. HAHAS ! see, rie, im so nice to let you tag along. =X. she accompanied us ard and bought herself some stickers, a tube and some fake eye lashes for her friend i guess. her tube is really nice. it's a tube dress. the colour looks young and makes her "ginna-bin" look even more ginna. HAHAS ! agree? after tt took 80 to serangoon there to change bus with zhengyi. &you know what? the fucking irritating 43 made me wait for 20plus mins. =.= &the bus journey took more than 20mins =.=
lucky it's still not very late. or else i will die.
there's death note just now. but i didn't watch.
all thanks to LEONLEEMINGZHI. his F&N thingy. nvms, im a NICE person. right? :D

2008-04-04T21:16:00.002+08:00

im feeling better now ((:
i slept at 9.30pm ystd night and woke up at 6.30am.
when i woke up, i realise im only hugging a small pillow.
i sleep on a queen-sized bed with my sis.
just nice, my sis went to chalet&the whole bed is mine ! :D
then everything flew off the bed except for the small pillow im hugging, my blanket&my pillow that im sleeping on.
NICE ONE RIGHT? hahas ! maybe im fighting a war in my dream. so hiong.

ran shuttle run&did sit up for PE today. it's been ages since i had PE.
more than thrice : one is good friday, another is school holiday, another is kos of my back injury&another is speechday. wahahas ! fats grown. my stomach muscle now is hurting badly. esp my left thigh muscle. IT'S DAMN PAINFUL LA ! then during shuttle run, mdm wong took my handphone for the stopwatch function. then she was looking at my chipmunk - dale. HAHAS ! then she told me:" it so cute la ! " hahas. then after a while, she lift up dale and admired it again. then when she was going to return me my hp, she asked me:" *points at my hp wallpaper(CALVINCHENYIRU)* who is this guy huh? his so skinny ! as skinny as zhi kai." then i was like, wth? is TANZHIKAI as handsome as CALVINCHENYIRU?? oh my ! HAHAS !

GOD, all the obstacles that you set for me are really hard !
i almost gave up. but nevertheless, it motivated me even more to overcome them.
JOLENETEOWEITIAN must be STRONG ! :DD

oh yeah, i cried.

2008-04-03T20:57:00.002+08:00

aaahhhh.
i repeat myself.
I DONT HAVE PMS !!!
oh my...everyone's thinking i have PMS...
just kos of my mood swing. they dont even bother to read my bloody blog.
den they start asking such stupid questions =.=
i think kos of the hot hot weather and maybe im just too tired?
maybe i should sleep and rest more (:
suggestion by TIALIXIAN and CARRIETEOWEIZHI.
hahas. guess maybe bah. i shall try to use my weekends for sleeping. (:
unless someone wanna study? jio me out. but must see my mood.
im suggested to hibernate as well. kos maybe i too hyper the last few days.
ENERGY USED UP. but why my fats havent burn? arghhs.
*talks to my own body*
HEY YOU ! PLEASE BURN MR.FATS TO GET ENERGY ! I'LL BE DAMN HAPPY :DD
*finish lame conversation* ( im not "zhi bi zhen" ok?)

hahas. i know it's kinda act cute. but sometimes, such lame and retarted things can make myself laugh out loud. i can laugh very easily. &sometimes, i laugh too hard that i cant stop.
just like today. ferlyn, kahhui, mel and twinnie came to my house to watch step up 2. sshhh ! dont tell people it's pirated. im not spreading it. hahas. so please give me a chance ! =X
then after watching it, twinnie suggested us to do the last part; "the heartbeat" part. hahas ! then ferlyn became very high. she did a lot of retarted stuffs, as usual. hahas. she danced like dont know what. so funny can? i almost ROFL. i also laughed like mad during F&N lesson with EMILIAQUEKSHUCHIN & LEONLEEMINGZHI. go ahead&ask them what happened. i shall not share it on my blog kos it maybe hurtful to the victim. please do not do the same thing like we did. =P

yawns.....i wanna sleep early.
i shall go to bed now.
first time that im sleeping so early.
i havent been sleeping so early ever since around p4 or 5?
hahas.

GOOD NIGHT SEXAYES :DD
don't miss me ! =X

2008-04-02T23:06:00.001+08:00

Pardon me for the ugliness of the background's repetition.
im working on the size of the background some other day. hopefully, it will be nicer.
this is the first major "operation" i've done to skins. so, give me a chance.
HAHAS ! ♥

2008-04-02T20:56:00.002+08:00

im back after MIA-ing for so many damn days.
&LYNN WEE's missing my crap. HAHAS !
i realise im having a very bad attitude towards everyone nowadays.
GIRLFRIENDS, if you can realise it. but i dont know why. please tell me if i really do have an attitude that i did not have last time. please tell me if you dislike my attitude.
i miss the old JOLENE ):
lols. but i dont know why i become like that. i no mood study. nothing seems to be able to get into my mind right now. all those "chim" chapters from different subjects.hais. i really wanna study. i wanna be on the right track. i wanna go out too. but i have to know to priorise what's more impt.
im tired everyday. im not happy to go to school despite having nice and understanding GIRLFRIENDS around me ):
everytime when i think back to how i am, i feel like crying. i know crying would make me feel better, but i cant. i cant cry. there's no tears for me to cry out and destress. someone, make me cry please. ahhhh, im afraid that i would break down. kos i know JOLENE is strong. JOLENE isn't the weak one who will give up easily. i wanna be the JOLENE that is perserverance. the "studying-type, guai kia" JOLENE. the JOLENE that loves studying and loves to go to school.
i wanna cry now. but i cant.........i wanna make myself feel better. although i dont wanna be a crybaby, but i feel that crying relieves me. (that's what girls do mostly right?)

mum and rie's back from hongkong. i cried like hell when they went last saturday. but i told myself to be strong and after that, i just enjoyed the moments of freedom without naggings from mum. although the naggings worked out on me, but i HATE it. when rie told me she bought chipmunk keychain&chocolates for me and showed it to me, i cant help but feel like crying. she's always the one who is there for me despite being busy, buying stuffs for me. im really touched. when i had nobody to talk to and before i knew GIRLFRIENDS, she was the one who was there to listen to my boring happenings. i feel that i has been unfair for her for these 15 years. IM SORRY, MY DEAREST. i wanna make it up to you. i really hope i can....i really hope that you wont mind my nuisance and rubbish. i hope that you will remain as what you are. i dont wish to see you becoming ah lian. im scared. although you're not one, but im scared. i dont wanna lose such a great sis like you.i sincerely mean it. i didn't type this whole chunk of words for nothing. i didn't type this just for the sake of showing people how you mean to me. the most important is that you read this. you're the one that i wan to read this whole chunk of words. i mean what i say. i know i may be rubbish and irritating at times. but afterall, we're sisters right? i trust you even more than how i trust mum, dad&even my closest GIRLFRIENDS.

someone.... wake JOLENE up pls.

It just gets so hard to walk away…

2008-03-25T21:34:00.001+08:00

Ahhh… im just so high today.
hahas. Don't know why.
was late for school today la. 3^rd time alr.
after that had attire check in hall.
I just love attire check can? I so guai, sure pass one =X
all I have to do is clip up my irritating fringe, put my side hair behind my ears an tie up my hair.
but I look like an idiot. Jaslyn they all saw. Hahas. shall post the pic if I can.

My class's seating arrangement changed. Lalalas~
my left side is shahidin, right side(partner) is Cheryl, behind is li xian and hong sheng, in front is morris and dennis.

Hahas.around there la. See if I got time den I draw out the arrangement and post it up.(:
im suppose to "motivate" them. Hahas. Poor Nicholas. Wanted to sit with me de. But in the end nvr, he sat with yu lynn. They quite far from me la.
hahas. Cheryl&I are both sick of each other. Geography, POA, English, Maths, Chem, Bio sit with her. Fated to be tgt. Hahas.
den leon&I very high. Kos don't need sit with THAT PERSON. Junisa and Lili kind of happy too. We all very heng. HAHAS !
ok, we're damn bad. But who tel THAT PERSON to irritate us?

It's speechday on Friday&the whole clique's involved :D

Belinda at the backstage.
Me, Mel, Emilia&Lynn for the buffet thing.
but only Yu Lynn's not involved):

I wanna cut hair badly ! ahh, it's damn thick can?

Yawns…Im getting very tired nowadays. Gonna break down soon =.=

If you think you're so great, come on and show me what your abilities are, but not just simply stand there and start to chide me =.=

2008-03-24T22:13:00.002+08:00

GOD, i really need help.
why am i able to motivate myself only during lesson time but not in the aspects of life?
like in school, i will normally be the few who will really study and pay attention to the teacher in order that i dont lose out to the syllabus.but to life, i dont find the drive to make me feel happy or what everyday. I feel tired all the time. What has really happened to me?
I had this conversation with SOMEONE just a while ago.let's name that someone: A.
A and i started on some "reversed psychology". &soon, A starts to "bully" me by saying something to oppose me in purpose. since the last few weeks, i have been behaving weird. Egs: saying and doing things which aren't supposed to be done by JOLENE teo. &each time i do or say something, i have this feeling that i get blamed. which makes me feel somewhat useless. as i was sharing my views with A, A feels that im venting my anger but in my point of view, im not. A "judged" me as : autistic and no resilience(giving up my goal when im only 1 meter away). actually, i kind of agreed. A shared with me the different views of people in life. i told him i was tired of everything and he asked:"ARE YOU TIRED OF EVERYTHING OR HAVE YOU NOT LEARNT HOW TO BE PART OF EVERYTHING?", "IN LIFE, YOU HAVE TO JOIN OR FACE THE PACK". he also said that:" YOU MAY FEEL THAT YOU'RE ONLY TALKING THINGS OUT WHEN OTHERS MIGHT THINK OF YOU AS VENTING YOUR ANGER.", "WITHOUT STATING THE FACTS, MISUNDERSTANDINGS MAY HAPPEN. OTHERS MIGHT NOT HAVE THE PATIENCE." i was also told that my tone used in my conversations are important and may lead to more misunderstandings.

i feel that this conversation may also be GOD's guidance to me. i must really thank him for starting this topic(:
some lecturing and scolding might help in waking me up. i may seem very cheerful everyday on the outside, but tired in the inside. i just need to WAKE UP.......

JOLENE TEO WEI TIAN...
CAN YOU JUST W-A-K-E U-P?!......

Im seriously just going bonkers !

2008-03-23T22:27:00.002+08:00

IM DAMN HIGH HIGH HIGH NOW.
bought a bf shirt. met up with the girl just now as what i mentioned in my earlier post.
HAHAS.
im so high larhhs. me and zheng yi really go crazy crazy crazy over bf shirts can?
i think it's good for us to buy it before they start going on trend like skinnies.
it's better to start the trend than copy it.
the trend is starting in blogshops. not in bugis street yet.
:D
zheng yi going bugis street with jasmine koh tmr to get the white one.
&they're helping me and emilia to get it too. WOOHOO~
:DDD
THANK YOU HOR ZHENG YI FOR BEING CRAZY ABOUT BF SHIRTS WITH ME (:
hahas.we can now go out tgt with the same shirts.
oh yeahh. cool cool cool.
i went serangoon to meet zheng yi at 2.30 den off to city hall to meet the WEILING.
she nice and cute. hahas.
then we went marina square makan jiu go bugis.
then went to find bf shirts and found the white one that we gonna buy.
zheng yi bought the red stripes one just now. den ard 7plus we went kovan do homework jiu go PRIMA DELI buy one slice of strawberry cake for kah hui.
gonna "surprise" her tmr.
hahas.

see you around in school (:
我为你爱过也为你哭过了

2008-03-23T11:28:00.002+08:00

shall blog abt the previous 2 days:
FRIDAY;
had barbeque at tampines to celebate wing's birthday. he's 27 alr larhhs. old uncle. =X
after that went over to far east to meet zheng yi, emilia, ferlyn and kah hui. mel came over to raffles and 'FETCH ME'. hahas. took few pics there. den after that walked to heeren kos far east no neoprint shop. den walk like siao alr den realise heeren level 5 under renovation =.=
den walked to cineleisure. took neoprints (:
then kos quite late lerhhs den they all went home. zheng yi pei me walk to dhoby ghaut wait for wing, auntie sharon and mum. in the end, after so much discussion, we did not meet them and watch movie =.=. wth larhhs. kos of one AUNTIE the three of us cant watch. den me and zheng yi go walk ard PS find bf shirts. hahas. we crazy abt it. jiu walk to this fashion. found 3 storeys for bf shirt and zheng yi's dress. in the end, nothing found. jiu eat in LJS. the manager damn suck can?he give zheng yi the coke not even full. den zheng yi told him. he pour a lot. den overflow. she had to use straw to drink a bit thn can put the cap. like wth larhhs? then walked to bugis. cheapest bf shirt found : $18. lols. decided to give up. zheng yi bought shades. i bought a watch :D
rched home at ard 12 plus.
SATURDAY;
met shermin at bus stop and went hougang mall for her lunch at LJS. den we went over to raffles place to explore and find victoria concert hall. we walked to esplanade. halfway at the 'tunnel', it started raining cats and dogs. we wasted our time there for 25 - 30 mins. when rain got smaller, we walked to citylink mall and marina square shop shop. saw ms haryani. hahas. den ard 6.30, we jiu walk back to victoria concert hall. wait for the crowd the go in lerhhs den we follow. i enjoyed the CO concert larhhs. it's by dunman high. OMG can? their er-hu...........dont know how to describe. their whole orchestra is alive larhhs. you can see every single instrument moving. unlike our school. so dead. i think only er-hu trying to sway our body. HAHAS. gold with honours school how to be compared with ours? aiya...nvm larhhs. as long as we try our best :D
after tt walked to raffles mrt. damn ulu can? den we go kovan mac makan. rched home at 12plus.

anyways, me and zhengyi meeting up for our bf shirt. YAY ! we bought it. i bought the green checkered type derhhs. zhengyi buying 2. after tt going kovan mac study. anyone wanna come along? sms or call me. (:
SHIT, my dark circles are forming...nooo... i dont wana be a panda. save me someone ! ):

GOD, thanks for the stopping of the rain ystd. i prayed and you answered. :D

2008-03-20T20:45:00.002+08:00

im sick.
oh no.
flu making me rubbing my nose 24/7. making my nose like rudolph's.
it's not christmas yet larhhs.
hahas.

oh yea, went to watch speechday rehearsal today.
it was their full-dress rehearsal.
hahas.
after that, went up with shermin to get our tickets :D
then jiu start doing POA homework with johnathan lee.
his POA is lousier than mine =.=
ATTITUDE asked me to donate. hahas. &i promised. i just gave him $2 without hesitating.
see? im NICE.
den after that felt bored, jiu went ard the whole school with WEE helping shiang lin and atittude to raise funds.
we're NICE people. there's lots of NICE people in the school too ok?

i dont really like my blogskin.
i feel that it doesnt suit me seriously.
but i cant find a suitable one.
aww, god. pls help me !

im left with nth to do.
hahas.
im bored bored bored.
as usual.

as everyday past, my faith in you increases.

2008-03-19T19:25:00.002+08:00

NEW BLOGSKIN (:

i've decided to settle on a simple and nice blogskin.
unless someone finds a nice vintage-background blogskin for me :D
hahas.
im currently having an irritating flu, adding on with an approaching sore throat signal.
i can feel my throat being heaty, and a little pain&it's gonna become into terrible sore throat if i continue eating fried stuffs, sweets and ice cream w/o drinking PLAIN WATER. note, it's PLAIN WATER !, not sweet drinks. i should get plenty of rest and water. but, im busy making my blog. so, im not free to take a nap. but of kos, i prepared a bottle of water. awww, no chocolates and sweets for JOLENE ): boohoo.
it seems that it's a blessing from GOD for lynn&i to be free for today's prayer meeting. but the sad part, LAMGUOWEI's not free ):
how sad...he's got some crap-shit motivational talk.
so, after school, lynn's god-dad brought me,emilia,xiao hei&xiao bai to heartland. so nice of him(:
then, emilia&i went for lunch at kobanyashi. i ate the kimchi soup thing& emilia ate ramen. it's so spicy and hot can? i ate damn slow. den after a while xiao hei&xiao bai came. xiao hei kope my food.hahas.nvms, i dont mind anyway.
went home after that. then when i alighting, i left my handphone pouch in the bus. LUCKILY, xiao hei found it. HAHAS. so heng. i reached home then realise. then i follow the path that i walked home to see if there was. then i called xiao hei.
I PRAYED, &again, GOD didn't disappoint me.
awwwwww man, keep sneezing like nobody's business.
having rudolph's nose ):

i feel blessed;
to be protected by GOD.
the almighty GOD.

2008-03-18T21:51:00.002+08:00

LALAS~
I haven't blogged for quite a while lerhhs.
miss me?
hahas.
i know you miss me crap right? dont be shy... admit it..
hahas. emo shit-ed during geog class agn, as usual.
but this time round not so bad(:

watched speechday rehearsal with mel, stella, varian and bee geok they all.
was quite nice. we were busy making fun of them when they marched past us.
HAHAS !
all same reaction: trying to control laughter but in the end, cannot tahan den laughed out.
so funny larhhs.
GB, BB&NCC had PD.
Band had the cute marching.
so funny and retarted can?
lols.
&LAMGUOWEI; i supported you. you should feel honoured ! hahas. i even shouted your name(:
&&hope God bless that Lynn can make it for tmr's prayer meeting.if she's nt going, den i think i'll be lazy.HAHAS.shit, im so damn lazy larhhs.
i almost cried during speechday rehearsal. i thought i lost my valuable AGAIN. this time round, my handphone pouch. but it was a trick by EMILIA&LYNN. hmphs ! so "NICE" of them huh?my tears was about to flow down alr. then EMILIA said it was with her. PHEW.
you two very "GOOD" huh? very "NICE" friends i have. HAHAS!

&LYNN WEE; relax larhhs. there's us.all here for you. although i prmised to bring chocolates everyday for you, i scared you may not be able to use them, &chocolates will MELT.although i cant really tahan his attitude, but fear not. let's scold him tgt (:

im bored, bored, bored ! ):
entertain me someone.....

2008-03-14T14:40:00.014+08:00

as promised,
let the pictures do the talking :D

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please click on the "view all images button"
thanks :D

2008-03-13T20:43:00.003+08:00

ahh,
you LAMGUOWEI.
YOU ASS.
BLUFF ME.
YOU GOOD):
NO CUPCAKES OR GOODIES FOR YOU.

HMPHS !

):

2008-03-13T11:58:00.002+08:00

currently blogging@ kovan mac.
&lynnwee's trying to read my blog.
and acting as if she isn't.
fine !
she made me to go and read her blog and i did this personality test:
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test81.aspx
Here is the analysis:
1. You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.
2. You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend.
3. You strictly follow rules, and you expect other people to be the same as well. People can get tired of you easily, as you can make them feel a little guilty about themselves. You always make decisions on your own, and can be dismissive of other people's advice. You like to be the leader in groups, but can forget to be concerned about the people you are with.
4. Guys see you as being a thinker and a careful person. They will be really attracted to this quality in you, but you need to learn to speak your mind, otherwise people will find you too shy and quiet. Learn to relax and lighten up--it's okay to have fun sometimes. When you learn to develop your fun-loving side, guys are going to flock to your side.
5. Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.
go take the test, it's quite true !

lynn's eating her seafood porridge.
&guowei say the mac staffs all pa jiao. if not she will be chased out of mac for her outside food.
&lynn's trying to peek into my screen & act that she's not.
right lynn?
hahas.
im having flu.
&a guy peeked into my screen too.
SIAO !
hahas. kah hui arrived. mel's trying to make her way here.
IT'S RAINING HEAVILY !

new testimony for everyone(:
; my lost wallet
read my previous post abt it :D

2008-03-12T20:56:00.003+08:00

i CHIONG-ED finish my gong zhu xiao mei.
ystd night 1plus den sleep.
SO ROMANTIC CAN?
i wanna have a bf like wuzun or calvin !
oh my...how i wish i had a bf whose smile is like calvin and eyes like wuzun.
HAHAS.
oops =X
i dont know why.
im just mad mad mad abt them.
zheng yi's gonna lend me her gong zhu xiao mei book.
ahahs.
im mad.

went BELINDA's house tday.
&guess wad?
i was "raped" by MELISSA and BELINDA. =.=
how awful.
i was doing my hmwk halfway and they came to tickle me.
den after tt tickle from sofa until floor.
den dragged me into the room.
they had injuries all over.
due to my violence ! HAHAS.
serve them right.
&BELINDA still dare to put "JOLENE raped BELINDA" in her msn nickname.
wtf? hahas. &stil tel GUOWEI i raped her.
no sense lorhhs. im the VICTIM. hellos?
=X

after tt met my mom's friend&she fetched me home. nice huh?
had dinner at home.
i love my new maid's cooking.
although she's not really my maid.
complicated. our family shares a maid with my mom's friend.
she stays at yishun and comes to clean the house on monday, wednesday and friday every week. cool huh? she speaks english too (:
but : speak english = less speaking of malay = less practice = malay become lousy.
hahas.

i told you all abt my missing wallet huh?
GOD gave me a chance to prove that i should have faith in him. :D
i prayed so hard ystd and guess wad?
i FOUND it !! ahhhh~~

CONVERSATION with the punggol interchange person and me :
*RING RING*
in charge : hello, may i help you?
me : hello, i made a report ystd about my missing wallet.have you found it?
in charge : wait, what's your name?
me : JOLENE.
in charge : give me a minute pls.
......(after a while)
in charge : JOLENE teo huh?
me : yeah, it's a black pouch right? found it?
in charge : yea...
me : (screaming away) THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU...!
in charge : aiyo, so careless huh...
me : when can i collect it?
in charge : you can collect it tday if you want to.
me : THANK YOU SO MUCH :D

hahas.nice one right? im so lucky to have GOD guiding me. i know such things are trivial. but it proves that GOD is there to help me (:
&guess wad? i dont only have $45 inside. i have $70 instead.
i was like shocked.hahas.im dumb. MELISSA scolded me dumb alr.
hahas~
im happy happy happy.

can you be my sunshine after my lonely grey skies?
&张玮恬promise to be happy everyday :DDD

pls dont keep my FAITH down.

2008-03-11T21:10:00.002+08:00

ROMANTIC PRINCESS;
the taiwan drama that almost everyone's crazy abt. im included as well. hahas, i just cant get enough of wuzun and calvin.
calvin's smile is so charming and wuzun's so shuai !!
im watching it on www.crunchyroll.com.
watching episode 11 part 2, going on. i think im gonna finish barhhs,
the story plot is damn interesting unlike other taiwan dramas.
it's a must watch for those drama siaos and farenheit fans.
with cast;
wuzun as nanfeng jin, angela as xiao mai(huangfu shan), calvin as nanfeng cai, George Hu as nanfeng lin, Li Ang Lin as nanfeng ying, genie zuo as Gong Mo Li, Gu Bao Ming as EMP(huangfu xiong), Bo xue liang and Huang jia qian as xiao mai's parents, Hsia Ching Ting as Sen chuan.
i rate it 5 stars out of 5.
seriously. hahas. im mad mad mad abt it.
esp wuzun and calvin.
SAVE ME....

oh yea, bad news. i lost my black pouch with my ez-link card and ard $45. if anyone find it, pls give it back to me.
GOD, pls help me...i really MUST find back my wallet.i must not lose my wallet again. mom's angry. everyone's having bad mood. im emo.
GOD, pls, dont make me lose faith in you.

2008-03-10T19:26:00.002+08:00

OMG, im damn high and crazy lerhh larhhs.
ystd went to bugis with zhengyi, emilia&mel.
mel came my house de bus stop den we took 112 over to kovan to meet the two of them.
&you know what?
a very ugly, short and fat girl sat in front of us and stare at us when we boarded the bus. like wth right? we didn't do anything wrong. hahas !
i know im bad to describe her like that but even mel agrees. she keep turning back to look at us. then very act ah lian lorhhs. throughout the whole us journey we all kept talking abt her.hahas.
then when alighting she like auntie like that, first one to chiong to the door.the bus havent even stop larhhs. LOLS.
then we were like eeek...kos she wore those shorts that a lot of ppl wear nowadays. lols. so fat ! =X

then we went over to bugis. so crowded larhhs. then we went to level 1 to buy the ice cream jiu go walk walk until hungry. den we go makan lunch. there's a qian ming hui there. then only 1plus jiu got pple queue there lerhhs. around 3plus jiu DAMN CROWDED. then we went down at ard 4. squeezed in to the crowd.hahs ! then the rain keep raining and stopping. den we went in and out. but after a while we dont care lerhhs. just stand under the rain lorhhs.hahas. den wait a while, the 4 nanfeng came lerhhs. WUZUN SO SHUAI CAN?! CALVIN SO CUTE CAN?!
then the side whr we stand can only see calvin with his cute and charming smile.OMG.
then phototaking. they turn four sides to let us take photos. WUZUN SO SHUAI !!!! ahhh. im crazy. then after a while rain very heavily den we go in for shelter. then we go walk ard junction. after a while zheng yi want see agn den we all go down. den got some vacancy we squeeze in. although got lots of umbreallas blocking, but i managed to get some calvin and wuzun shots with mel's phone. &one was wuzun looking directly here. OMG !!! but got ppl's hand blocking part of the photo.hahas.
shall post it next time. lazy now. havent edit too.

IM CRAZY LARHHS.someone save me. im watching romantic princess now. then the more i look at wuzun and calvin, the more i go crazy, !!! OMGGGGG...I WANNA SCREAM~

i just simply love calvin's smile.
&wuzun's face.

2008-03-08T18:18:00.002+08:00

YAYNESS !
hahas.im so hyper larhhs.
went to sakae sushi@heartland for our clique lunch :D
for the very first time, the majority of our clique went out for lunch tgt.
only BIAOJIE didnt come.sad ! or else full lerhhs.hais.
but i enjoyed it.esp having a crazyness LYNN WEE sitting beside me.HAHAS !
i told them that i ate 60 plates with my group of 4 friends the other time,
&emilia wanted to break the record.hahas.she FORCED us to eat 2 chanwanmushi&4plates of sushi.
then, we slowly realised we were real full.so we decided on 1 chanwanmushi, 3 plates of sushi, 3 slices of watermelon & 2 mochi !hahas.
the best part was the mochi.it's lychee flavour.ITS DAMN DAMN NICE CAN !
omg.hahas.my new love-mochi.hahas.
took pictures too, but will update next time.
yulynn havent send me the pics.
we paid $81.80 for 5 pple.quite worth it larhhs.eat all you can.
then after that, lynn&me went to belinda's house.
after a while jiu go home.
&BIAO JIE'S giving me attitude !
&&LYNNWEE's giving me attitude !
&&&LAMGUOWEI's also giving me attitude !
what i do sia?!arghhs.

i went back to the sinseh today again.
another big plaster AGAIN.
same as the previous white one.
&this time round, the medicine is even more bitter.*pukes*
hahas.seriously larhhs.so damn bitter.makes me have goosebumps and makes my hair stand.&no PE until further notice by the doctor.):

BIAOJIE lent me cakemania CD.&im addicted to it !

WOOTS~

GOD is the spirit of my LIFE.

2008-03-06T22:59:00.001+08:00

72 words

Speedtest

found this on LAM GUO WEI's blog.
go try it ! it's fun :D
speedtest

2008-03-06T21:56:00.006+08:00

It was my grandma's birthday celebration on last sunday, first of march...

wait, before i continue, i would like to apologize for not updating, for not logging into friendster&for not appearing online, my internet couldn't work.

ok, let's continue..

We went to the UIC building near the Singapore Conference Hall to have a buffet.Our family were sitted in two tables - one for teenagers and another for adults.i had ral fun with all my cousins.they are super high can?HAHAS.

we ordered A WHOLE LOT of food.like we cant stop eating.esp the sashimi.it's rather nice ! omg.hahas.my cousin even wanted to tabao it home.

took lots of pics there.shall post them when i get them from my cousins and sister.

after that, we went to chinatown's buddha tooth relic musuem thingy.then, it was raining cats and dogs.we had to make our way in, trying not to get soaked in the rain.den, at the MAIN ENTRANCE of the building, i FELL; a bad one. i stepped at the wrong place; i wanted to step on the ground but instead, i stepped on the slope.hahas.so dumb of me man.i feel so ashamed.then, all my cousins, sister,auntie and uncle so worried and i just continued laughing away at myself.hahas.i wonder why am i so dumb.

mum brought me to the sin seh at serangoon central there.

&&the sin seh is damn nice ok?he's very gentle.not fierce.

&&&best still, he makes sure im not in ain when he rubs my injury !

he said that i had a sprain and muscle pull.

double pain, hais.

so ma fan larhhs.need to drink medicine after food and change bandage.somemore the bandage so big.&i cant turn when im sleeping.i scared pain.hahas.so i have to zombie on the bed for as long as the time i sleep.imagine.....

the pain is better now.my bruise is damn disgusting ok?

i feel awful larhhs.my bck is always so 'suan'.

i cant do daily routine things easily.

&i cant have PE and sports for 1 week.

sad ! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.....

big big bandage on my back

my bruise on my right hand.

the small bruise on the top left corner of my knee.

GODlovesME :DDD

2008-03-01T23:24:00.004+08:00

im frustrated, sad and lost.
i cried the whole night for you.
i've got nothing to say abt you...
just nothing..................................

i feel very upset.why must such a thing happen to me?
i just wanna lead a simple life;
having such a great family behind my back supporting me;
great clique to be there for me always.
GOD to be there ALWAYS.
have faith in GOD,
concentrate on my er-hu and studies.
what else can i ask for?

i ~~dont require~~ any professional skills in my er-hu;
i ~~dont require~~ As for my studies;
i ~~dont require~~ a boyfriend in my life.

i just wanna lead a simple and carefree life.
a typical girl-next-door.
is that difficult?
is that really very difficult?

2008-02-29T22:02:00.002+08:00

OH YEAH, I BLOGGED.
HAHAS.

Im so tired and shagged.
dozed of at ava room just now.
lols.hais. when can our clique finally go out together for once?
is either melissa got work or yu lynn and emilia got tuition or what.
sighs, so bored. I wanna go out !
but, on the other hand, im not used to going out alone with ppl im not close with.
hehes.

if you think you're so great, den do everything yourself larhhs.you think you hve a great figure?dream on.wearing disgusting shorts to show off your legs.they look like drumstick.lols.&you pissed everyone off can?you think you're so likeable?think twice.all your juniors feel that your attitude suck big time.and kb a lot.like what MRS PANG told us: shang liang bu zhen xia liang wai. you as a role model, should do our stuffs.den you can scold your juniors.but look t yourself.look at your attitude.pls change, come on.you think you have a lot of friends surrounding you?they will get away from you as long as you continue like that.more and more people are talking bad abt you.are you aware?hum is it?asshole. =X

suddenly, me and belinda feeel like going sentosaaaaa :D
but mel got work, emilia and yulynn dont think can.&with so few of us, you think it will be fun mehhs?=X
IM BORED, TIRED, SHAGGED.
i feel useless. si belinda. ask her go out tmr she dun wan.sucker.
what's so scary abt christians?aint i a christian too?am i scary?no.
hahas.
ahhhhhh, my eyelids are damn heavy.
BYE ! :DDD

2008-02-20T22:57:00.002+08:00

HELLOS PRETTAYES :D

no matter what happens, our clique will still be there for you ! what are clique for? approach us for any help. pls, dont be like that ! we all are very worried. share with us any thing that you want to. we'll lend you a listening ear. i really feel very hurt to see you like that. cheer up, sexaye ! you'll be all right with us around ! :D

im back with my kuku grandmother stories.

hahas.

i'm forced by BIAO JIE to blog.

had geog,chem&bio paper today.

difficult ok?

i admit im dumb.hahas.

i think i gonna fail most of my common tests,

plus POA tmr.

TO dearest MEL:

ahMEL, ahJO and clique will always be there for you ! dont worry, you can approach us with any doubts,just rest assure, we'll accompany you all the way.we can teach you even 10 times if you cant understand ! it hurts me seeing you like that now.so, come on ! buck up. x33s

LIXIAN - salt
JOLENE - sugar
there's a "xian" in his nme which means salty in chinese,
there's a "tian" in my name which means sweet in chinese.
hahas !
the trend of EVERYBODY calling me weitian started.oh my !

&our clique + rujun started a trend of sleeping on canteen benches to rest from studying.it's quite nice ok?only that you need to have a soft support below your head.

rushed F&N just now.managd to finish my R&D without anyone's help.hope i can get it right.hahas !

oh yea, i downloaded diner dash on my laptop.it's nice to play.so fun can?hahas !

TO EMILIA:
you x3 LZX,
i x3 KJH.
:D

im tired anyway,
hahas.

GOODBYE ! :D

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